[ happy 1st mensive sayang ]

happy mensive, nduttt. another month with you and somehow i still get excited every time i realize that i get to call you mine. makasih ya udah selalu ada, udah bikin hari-hari aku jadi jauh lebih seru, dan udah jadi orang yang selalu bikin aku pengen ketemu, cerita, dan ngobrol sama kamu lagi dan lagi.

i really hope we can keep choosing each other, through all the little things, all the random days, and every version of us nanti. tetep sama aku terus ya, ndut. jangan bosen sama aku pls wkwkwk. i already love having you in my life way too much. aku udah sayang banget sama kamu, like really, really much, more than i probably even know how to explain.

terus maafin aku ya ndut buat semua salah aku selama ini :( yang kadang bikin kamu bete, bikin kamu sedih, bikin kamu kesel, atau bahkan bikin mood kamu jelek cuma gara-gara tingkah aku sendiri. aku tau kadang aku nyebelin banget wkwkwk. makasih juga karena kamu masih mau maafin aku berkali-kali, even though sometimes i accidentally end up doing the same stupid things again :(( aku beneran masih banyak kurangnya dan masih harus belajar banyak, jadi makasih udah sabar sama aku selama ini.

makasih juga udah selalu mau dengerin cerita-cerita aku yang kadang nggak penting, random, sampe yang mungkin bikin kamu ilfeel wjshjsjabsjdjsj sorry oversharing 😭 tapi aku seneng banget bisa cerita apa aja ke kamu. makasih udah selalu berusaha ngerti aku, even when i’m busy, susah dihubungin, atau lama bales chat kamu. aku tau itu kadang nggak enak, jadi maafin aku ya ndut :(

i’m really lucky to have u. punya kamu yang selalu ngerti aku, selalu bangga sama aku, selalu excited sama hal-hal kecil yang aku lakuin tuh bener-bener berarti banget buat aku. kadang aku sendiri ngerasa “ah ini mah bukan sesuatu yang spesial”, tapi somehow kamu selalu bisa bikin aku ngerasa kalau hal kecil yang aku lakuin itu tetep berarti. kamu selalu apresiasi aku, selalu ikut seneng kalau aku seneng, dan selalu bikin aku ngerasa didukung.

makasih banyak ya sayang, for always being there, for listening to me, for understanding me, for being proud of me, and for loving me even with all my annoying little habits wkwkwk. aku sayang banget sama kamu, ndut. tetep sama aku terus ya. i really, really hope it’s gonna be us for a very, very long time :(

ㅤㅤㅤHappy 1st mensive, @fEcentiaI

Honestly, I don't really know what to say here. I'm not even good at putting my feelings into words. But one thing I know for sure is that I love you so deeply, and sometimes I even wonder if words could ever truly describe how much I love you.

You mean so much to me, more than I could ever explain. Having you in my life is something I'm genuinely grateful for, and I hope you know how much I cherish every little moment we have together.

Thank you for staying with me, for loving me, for being patient with me, and for being you. I know we're not perfect, and I know there will be days when things aren't easy, but I still want to go through all of them with you.

Happy mensiversary, sayangku. I hope this is just another little milestone of many more to come. I want to keep making memories with you, keep growing with you, and keep choosing you every single day. I love you, always Mr. Drop dead gorgeous.

.⁠✧ And if I had to choose one song that reminds me of us, I think it would be Understand by keshi.

       ▎ There's just something about
       ▎ this song that feels so much
       ▎ like us, like it somehow puts
       ▎ into words the feelings that I
       ▎ sometimes can't explain
       ▎ myself.

It reminds me of how deeply I care about you, even when I don't always know how to show it. Sometimes I may overthink, get scared, or struggle to understand what I'm feeling, but through all of that, one thing has always stayed the same: I love you, and I want us.

Maybe that's why this song feels so personal to me. It reminds me that loving someone isn't always about perfectly understanding everything. Sometimes, it's about trying to understand each other, being patient, and choosing to stay even when things aren't always easy.

And that's what I want with you. I want to keep learning you, understanding you, and loving every version of you. I hope we'll always be willing to find our way back to each other, no matter what happens. ♡

And last but not least, I have one more little thing for you. I made this especially for you, with all the love I have for you. I wanted to put some of our little moments together, the memories that mean so much to me, and a few things that remind me of how lucky I am to have you.

It may be a simple little thing, but I hope you can feel how much love I put into it. I hope it makes you smile, and maybe reminds you of us and all the beautiful moments we've shared. So, this one's for you, nduutt sayanggg

I think meeting you was one of those things i could never have planned, but i'm so glad it happened.

Cuzz before you, i didn't know i'd meet someone who could become such a big part of my life. Someone i'd want to tell everything to, someone i'd miss even after just a little while, someone who could make me happy just by being there.

You have your own world, i have mine, but somehow we found each other and made a little world of our own.

I don't know where life will take us, but if i could go back to the moment our paths first crossed, i'd still choose to meet you.

Happy belated boyfriend's day sayaangg, huhu i'm sorry this came a little late, but i hope you know that celebrating you doesn't have to wait for a certain day. I'm grateful for you every day, and i'll always be happy that somehow, out of all the people in this world, i got to find you.

thank you for being my favorite person, my favorite part of my days, and the person who made my world purple.