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Hi there!🫢🏻
I’m Natasha β€” a pleasure activist based in Berlin πŸ’– This is my personal blog about kinky, poly, queer life

I organize sensual events, host workshops, perform, and give Lomi Lomi massages: lomi-in-motion.com

Talk to meπŸ™ƒ: @Natalia_Kuzmina
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The one-year Playback theater training is finished πŸ₯‡πŸ₯Ή

We played the final performance on a stage, and now we are officially certified playbackers πŸ’ͺ this was a precious time, I learned so much, thank you Nastya and Juliia πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»
https://t.me/nastyayuliia/1827

Playback Theatre is form of improvisational theatre in which audience members tell stories from their lives and actors immediately β€œplay back” those stories on stage through movement, voice, and scenes.

I want to keep it as a part of my life. Some people from our group β€” and I’m one of them β€” are creating a new theatre group. We will meet on Dec,11 to discuss the vision. It’s open for playbackers who want to join!

And in 2026 I am planning to organize playback jams once in 1-2 months, and we are happy to have more people coming β€” with and without experience in theatre 🫢🏻 more updates soon!
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Finally! On my way to Kyiv (24 hours in total), I have time and space for my yearly ritual: filling out a booklet that helps me close the year and dream about the next one.

Would you like to do some writing too? You can download the booklet in your language for free and print it:
https://yearcompass.com

I’ve been doing this for 8 years now, and I can clearly see the magic when I look back. Can you imagine? In 2019, I wrote that I wanted to learn Lomi Lomi and Thai massage 😱 I completely forgot about it for years β€” and now, in 2025, I’m actually working with these techniques.

I also find it funny to read how I was searching for a future husband to start a β€œnuclear family,” completely unaware of my future poly-queer turn in life πŸ¦„ It’s a good reminder that some things that feel extremely important can β€” and will β€” change, or stop being important at all.

We know very well that life unfolds in ways we couldn’t imagine. But it’s still nice to remember things from the past and dream about the future ^^

Do you have any rituals you do at the end of the year? Please share πŸ™ƒ
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Have you seen this tool to describe your relationships? Love it πŸ”₯

https://smorgasbord.plusx.black/
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Finally! I attended the play-piercing workshop (needle play) with Lex and Gella in Kyiv πŸ‘πŸ»
It took us a few years to finally find the day and time to do it, and I am so happyyyy.

It is a special BDSM practice where a person can get high on endorphins while experiencing pain from needles piercing the skin. I wanted to learn it from someone with a medical background and experienced in BDSM β€” so I’m very thankful to Lex and Gella for sharing their knowledge! Now I feel confident practicing this πŸ‘πŸ»

We also combined needles with wax play. The trick is to put the wax carefully in the middle of the needles and never on the ends, and to remove the wax before moving the needles β€” so there’s almost no chance of getting dirt under the skin. I also learned many nuances about how to place the needles more safely, so the muscles are not damaged (only the skin), how to take care of myself (there is contact with blood, right?), and generally how to do the practice without bad consequences.

And a disclaimer: this practice is dangerous, so please don’t try it without proper training πŸ™πŸ»
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Omg, look at what people can do with needles.

Recently, I discovered an extremely creative artist, Mel Sprinkle, who works with play piercing. You can get inspired by their work as well:
https://www.instagram.com/iliketopokeholes2.0

Personally, I’m more interested in the sensations and the emotional connection with the people I play with. But the aesthetic part of kink is also mind-blowing sometimes 😍
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Sharing something vulnerable with you: the FIRST rehearsal for my performance β€œLiquid Self-Love.” I recorded it in my room at home (real-speed and time-lapse version) I came up with a new concept β€” a combination of Lomi Lomi in motion massage and improvisational…
I had a dream of performing β€œLiquid Self-Love” on stage. This is happening β€” and very soon 😍

On 31.12 at 20:00, a neo-burlesque striptease & cabaret evening will take place at IKSK in Berlin, and I’ll be part of it! My piece is a story of connection with my own naked body, movement, and pleasure β€” very sensual and intimate. And there will be more performances that night, directed by my friend β€” amazing Juliette Dragon.

https://www.iksk-berlin.de/juliette-dragon-intensive

I invite you to come and stay for the New Year’s Eve play party afterward.
(IKSK has the best view of the fireworks πŸ˜‰)
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Hi massage lovers! My dear Lomi Lomi teacher Anja Goralski with the team is giving beginner friendly Lomi Lomi workshop on January 11 (Jan 10 is already fully booked). It’s so special!

Whether you practice massage techniques or not, you will get inspired πŸ’– I did Lomi Ausbildung in this school and can highly recommend. This one-day workshop is a perfect opportunity to try Lomi Lomi 🫢🏻

12–6 p.m.
UHU Berlin
70 €
German/English

Registration:
https://www.lomi-ausbildung-berlin.de/en/lomi-erlebnistag/
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