#thoughts
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i miss my old days and the routine i had.
i miss the feeling of being in my cozy and neat room, doing whatever i liked.
i miss the feeling of confidence and inspiration.
i thought that i lived through the burnout, but it was just a beginning.
it's very hard when you feel like you are a stranger far away from home with other strangers.
it's hard when all you have to do is mindlessly study, without any joy or interest, any break or incentive.
it's very hard if all the people you love are not with you right now.
people romanticize the live abroad, but it's very hard if you're alone, and when your heart lies in your old sweet room filled with books, sit coms, video games and melodies from a lovely ukulele.
so i'll try to start posting about the things that inspire me to bring back my energy and love for live, to start living again, instead of surviving.
it's time to pull myself together
i miss my old days and the routine i had.
i miss the feeling of being in my cozy and neat room, doing whatever i liked.
i miss the feeling of confidence and inspiration.
i thought that i lived through the burnout, but it was just a beginning.
it's very hard when you feel like you are a stranger far away from home with other strangers.
it's hard when all you have to do is mindlessly study, without any joy or interest, any break or incentive.
it's very hard if all the people you love are not with you right now.
people romanticize the live abroad, but it's very hard if you're alone, and when your heart lies in your old sweet room filled with books, sit coms, video games and melodies from a lovely ukulele.
so i'll try to start posting about the things that inspire me to bring back my energy and love for live, to start living again, instead of surviving.
it's time to pull myself together
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#inspiration
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Весна каждый раз возвращалась, каждый год, с ласточками и цветами, ей не было никакого дела ни до войны, ни до смерти, ни до печали, ни до чьих-то надежд. Она возвращалась. Она и сейчас была здесь. И этого достаточно.
- Эрих Мария Ремарк «Искра жизни»
Весна каждый раз возвращалась, каждый год, с ласточками и цветами, ей не было никакого дела ни до войны, ни до смерти, ни до печали, ни до чьих-то надежд. Она возвращалась. Она и сейчас была здесь. И этого достаточно.
- Эрих Мария Ремарк «Искра жизни»
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#thoughts
For a long time I had thoughts about writing my opinion on the situation with GhibliAI, but I didn't, as I thought that people are more aware and true Ghibli fans will be on his side. But as days pass I come across so many AI generated parodies of "Miyazaki art", and my heart is aching from that.
Why am I feeling disappointed in the first place?
Because for me his art is something unique and something that cannot be replicated. Something that bears life and meaning in its every detail. Something that true artist do.
And it's not a secret, that Hayao himself, lets people know about his thoughts on new technology in every piece of his art.
"Spirited away" is about greed and never passing thirst. About how we diserted the nature and now nature has to care about itself, cleaning itself from the pollution we leave.
"Howl's moving castle" is not a romantic story - but his view on wars and new technologies created to spread the death the fastest way. How scared he is about that situation.
"Princess Mononoke" is literally the war between nature and weapons created by people. Now innocent ghosts of life are suffering and destroying the harmony
All the time, Miyazaki let's you know about his fears, his vision of the situation, but yet, it feels like people lost the main point of his movies.
I comforted myself by saying that that way, I will be able to distinguish true fans from the people who are just tranding, but still I feel the pain he was talking about.
Please, stop stealing creators artstyle and using AI for art. Art is not something created by lifeless machine, just to imitate the points that human brain likes. Art is something that is coming from someone's thoughts, emotions and fears.
If you truly respect Hayao, stop using AI to generate his style
“I am utterly disgusted,” he says. If you really want to make creepy stuff, you can go ahead and do it, but I would never wish to incorporate this technology into my work at all. I strongly feel that this is an insult to life itself. I feel like we are nearing the end of times. We humans are losing faith in ourselves.”
For a long time I had thoughts about writing my opinion on the situation with GhibliAI, but I didn't, as I thought that people are more aware and true Ghibli fans will be on his side. But as days pass I come across so many AI generated parodies of "Miyazaki art", and my heart is aching from that.
Why am I feeling disappointed in the first place?
Because for me his art is something unique and something that cannot be replicated. Something that bears life and meaning in its every detail. Something that true artist do.
And it's not a secret, that Hayao himself, lets people know about his thoughts on new technology in every piece of his art.
"Spirited away" is about greed and never passing thirst. About how we diserted the nature and now nature has to care about itself, cleaning itself from the pollution we leave.
"Howl's moving castle" is not a romantic story - but his view on wars and new technologies created to spread the death the fastest way. How scared he is about that situation.
"Princess Mononoke" is literally the war between nature and weapons created by people. Now innocent ghosts of life are suffering and destroying the harmony
All the time, Miyazaki let's you know about his fears, his vision of the situation, but yet, it feels like people lost the main point of his movies.
I comforted myself by saying that that way, I will be able to distinguish true fans from the people who are just tranding, but still I feel the pain he was talking about.
Please, stop stealing creators artstyle and using AI for art. Art is not something created by lifeless machine, just to imitate the points that human brain likes. Art is something that is coming from someone's thoughts, emotions and fears.
If you truly respect Hayao, stop using AI to generate his style
#just
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You have no idea, how often I go back to this page and try to write something, but I feel afraid to ruin it.
I wanted to write about my graduation, about my quest to finding a job, about never ending crisis and stress, about the end of spring.
It feels as if I lost my inspiration and glow in my eyes. As if my real self never came back from Korea.
From some point, I guess it is the influence of my former surroundings, as well as lack of personal space and time.
Surely, I experienced a lot of shocking events from very beginning of my 21th birthday, and even now I am fighting my way through, however, I want to heal.
I will maybe write here about graduation and other stuff mentioned, [really, depends on my mood], but anyway, I'll try to invest some time to bring back my inspiration and self-healing time
You have no idea, how often I go back to this page and try to write something, but I feel afraid to ruin it.
I wanted to write about my graduation, about my quest to finding a job, about never ending crisis and stress, about the end of spring.
It feels as if I lost my inspiration and glow in my eyes. As if my real self never came back from Korea.
From some point, I guess it is the influence of my former surroundings, as well as lack of personal space and time.
Surely, I experienced a lot of shocking events from very beginning of my 21th birthday, and even now I am fighting my way through, however, I want to heal.
I will maybe write here about graduation and other stuff mentioned, [really, depends on my mood], but anyway, I'll try to invest some time to bring back my inspiration and self-healing time
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