You're at point in life where every single thing you're doing becomes boring. It becomes monotonous. But you still do it until you reap the benefit. This is what Tawakkul is - you don't know when it will happen but you do it anyway, with full trust in Him.
Always wish for a good ending. A good death. Because you might do all the good deeds in life but a simple neglectful death can destroy your Akhirah. That's why try to live your day as if it's your last day. Your tomorrow is never guaranteed to come. Never neglect your obligatory prayers. Because if you do, you're worst than a murderer in the eyes of Allah. You will have no protection of Him.
That sense of pride when you realize you're no longer tracking your sleep hours because you have no time for it.
Sevgan Alloh uchun sevganda edi,
Sevilgan Alloh uchun sevilganda edi,
Sevgan ko’r, sevilgan nonko’r bo’lmas edi.
Oh Son of Adam, you are nothing but a number of days. And whenever a day passes away, a part of you passes away with it.
– Hasan al-Basri
You have no right to judge a person based on matters that are only between them and Allah.
If they don't have what you want, don't listen to what they say. There is no greater waste of time than justifying your actions to peope who have a life you don't want.