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Ek cheez smjha meko ...chahe koi kitna v karib ku na ho ..usko faltu ka Gyan lena ni psnd hota...chahe koi v ho wo ...me hi pagl hu faltu me gyan baat te rhta ...I should not ...unki bhi apni ek life hoti h aur wo apna bhala soch ke hi krte honge Jo unhe shi lagta hoga ...so chodo kya frk padta bolke aage badhlo 🫠....it's harsh reality.. jb tk kuch bada ni kr lete kitka bhi bol lo ...rhoge neeche hi...

I was in a dream ...after waking up I realised something..I realised ki ..there r some lines to those who feel exhausted ...who feel there is no motive in life ..feel broken .. see u r jst the doer of an action..faisle krne Wale tm ni ho ...faisle krne wala koi aur h ...wo line to suni hi hoga karm kiye ja fal ki chinta Mt kr ...to actually baat ye h ki ..u r only doer ..tm bss kaam kro ..agar tmhe lagta h ki tmne bhot mehnat ki h nd u r not getting enough fal aside doing a lot of karma then u r wrong ..u r not the judge to judge ur work...it's the one .. ultimate source of energy ..lord Vishnu ... whenever he finds ur work enough for that particular goal to be achieved he gives you that ...so understand one thing in life..u r not the judge or u r not the descision maker on ur works ...u can't say that I did a lot yet not get what i desired for.... It's the ultimate truth.. work so hard that ultimately u succeed to prove urself to him ...

Kabhi assa tym aata ki bhot log hote saath chalne ...kabhi asaa aataa u hv to move alone...it hurts ..but 1 cheez sikhni hogi ki it's the ultimate truth... Koi rhe na rhe saath u hv to be such ki tm khud ko accept kro apne saath ...mns koi ho na ho 1 h Jo hmesaa tmahre saath hoga aur wo tm khud ho... Ultimate truth h accept to Krna hoga... seperations ayengi ...pr ye bhi jaano ki kuch raaste asse hote ki u hv to walk alone ....aur koi gya h to koi ayga bhi ...to maje krte fr chalo aur kya ...dekh lenge Jo hoga .. Jane wlaa apna rashta chunega hm apna ... Agar kismato ne chaha to hamare raaste kya pata kl frr mil jaaye...waise ek baat pata..meko phle se lagra tha asaa kuch hoga ..now I accept it chhodo kya frk padta ...kl koi aur tha aaj koi aur h kl koi aur hoga ...may be I may sound wrong..but it's the truth .. ultimate pain feel krne se to acha h ki chup se accept krk move on kre ..ys let's move on ...



Edit 3 june 2022
15:51:34

Prr meko chaiye 🫠😕 ni kr skta me move on 😕..Krna hoga pr fr v ni kr skta me 🫠🫠I don't know kya Krna chaiye bt it's hard ....bhagwan ji pls kuch to help krdo plsss 🫠 ...sara attitude ..sara tone sb khtm ho gya meko ni chaiye kuch pr pls I don't want 🫠assa kuch..agar yhi hona tha to jhoothi umeed kyuuu🫠 why ...😕 Ku ab tk haa haa hua jb last me naaa hi hona tha to 🫠😕😶...1 naaa k samne wo sare haa wo saare umeedon ki koi value ni rhh gyi ..why 😕🫠..kya kru me Idk ...kya hi kr skte wiat krte...watch krte ...dekhte kya hota aage .....it's hard 🫠😕

I wanted her to be with me....wo saath to h prr paas nhi ....nd actually this is life ...hm jo chahte jaruri ni h whi mile hmesaa....bolte hue drr lagta bt it may be ki hm fr kabhi na mile bt may be assa v ho skta ki hamare raste kya pata frse mile aur hm frse paas aa jaye ...who knows ...but the main thing is the bond nd the relation....Jo ki door hoke bhi maintain rhni chaiye..will see what happens next .....kabhi kabhi ankhe bnd krte hi wo flashback aate Jo memories jo moments...the life we lived together achank se aa jate samne..aur aankhe kholni padti ..log bolte h past memories ko enjoy kro ..bt how I don't know ..ni kr paata enjoy..it actually hurts..itna ki aankhe kholni padd jaati ni dekh paata aage...

One more thing meko kya lagta ki kabhi kabhi life me kuch jaada hi mil jaata ..like hme pata hota ki ye jada h... ye iss tym k hisaab se jaada h ..hame use enjoy Krna chaiye ..aur mnee kia v...but meko v pata tha ki ye present tym k hisaab se jaada milra aur klko pata ni kya hoga.. it will hurt a lot.....aur wo kl aa gya ....aage kya bolu idk

It was a water ride ..she asked let's go onto it ..I said naaah kya faltu ye sb ...she said dro mt chalo chup se ..I said okayy huh 😮‍💨 lets try it out meko drr vrr ni lagta ...(bt actually bhot drr lagta tha😂) the ride started ..jst a motor boat 🛥️ ride ....boat me baithe ,unfortunately bagal wali seat ni mili aamne samne wali seat mili ..baith te k sath jaise motar start hua mene ekdmm jorr se uska haath pakad lia ..meri ftt rhi thi😶😂 I said meko drr lagta bacha lena meko 😂😂😂boat started ..saaf saaf meri aankho me drr dikhra tha aur meri aankhe uski aankho ko ... suddenly driver ne boat ghumai ...jo heartattack feel hua😂😂 chikh nikl gyi sabki not jst meri ..😂mene aur jorr se haath grab kr lia nd usne v ...frr kuch Durr chale aur dhere dhere thora drr normal ho gya ...bt frr v ..still haath chhodne ki himaat mere me ni thi ..I said tmahre bina ni kr paata me ye 😂 aajtk me itne deep water Wale ride me ni gya ..it's coz of u ..aur agar doob bhi gya boat to kya hoga 😶😶saath me doob jaygee 😶..... Hushh😮‍💨memories ....sweet bt now painful .... I'm trying to enjoy memories instead of moaning on it bt it hurts ..it make me fear ...it reminds me again nd again ..that it's over...may be it's not ...idk ..god knows only.... 🫧 🧿

Kabhi kismat ko maje leta dekha h kisi ki ..detail se bataunga bhot bada example hu me ...pata ni ku pr kismat khel rhi h mere se ..kya maja aara use pata ni ...itna ki agar meko kismat likhne wlaa mil jaye to uss jaake bolu tm khud jee k dekho jara ye... frustration itna badh gya h ki apne aap hasi aari aur aankho me aasu 😶 idk kya h ye 😮‍💨😮‍💨ku hope dete jb kuch ni Krna hota to ...🫠🫠🫠

I accept my defeat...haar gya kismat se..khus to bhot hore hoge....holo khus ...kya mil gya ? ..itne prayers itna kuch ..koi value ni unki ...aur agar yhi descision final Krna tha to fr ku baar baar bech me dilashe diye ? Kyu hope diye..Jin hopes ka koi base hi ni tha ...bss maje lene k lia mere? Kisi ko tadapta dekh k itna acha lagta ? Glti meri v h syad ..hogi hi ..kya pata ...Chalo chhodo

Me glt way me dekhra tha 🤔isko is way me v dekh skte ..mtlb phle meko kya lagra tha ki same cheezin hongi pr 1 Kami hogi ...lakin ye tb jb me isko last year se compare kru ...agar me isi cheez ko last k last year se compare kru tb to it comes with a twist😂 ...ys sbb kuch same hoga bss ek alag si special cheez hogi ..tb to ye shi h kuki it's something gud ...aur apan ko kya hi chaiye gud ki hi to talaash hoti h 😂haha ..chalo let's go on it .. life is exciting

I don't know why I'm feeling betrayed....syad assa lage kuch v bolra bt me smjh ni paara kya hora mujhe ...subh neend se utha ftt se kuch descision lia ...sbko uss descision k lia mana v lia..bt now jb sb ho gya to assi kuch kuch cheezin hui h ki I'm getting a feeling ki I'm not shi ..kya bolu.. like ki meko pata tha ye aasan ni hone wlaa isme bhot challanges honge..aur haa kuch Naya krne me challanges to feel hote hi h ..bt agar wo kuch Naya krne k piche koi 1 khaas vjah ho ..bss 1 cheez ya 1 person ya 1 reason k liye apan koi descision krte h..nd if we don't get the same energy it hurts ..may be I'm wrong bt abhi k lia to meko yhi lagra ki me kuch jada krra.......frr tm khoge don't u trust ...to I do trust bt ..hushhh 😮‍💨 I don't know..let's give time the time ..will see how we Handel this ..aur dekha jaye ...pata ni chhodo I don't know dekhte ...waise dekha jaye to ..syad me lines repeat krra pr it will be a new journey new things ahead ...me kuch jada tnsn le leta tnsn ya pata ni kya jb bhi koi travel Krna ho ya kuch iss typ ka pta ni ku ...aur excitement ya nervousness ho to pet me kuch to hone lagta ..aur lungs k paas feel hota jaise kuch to bahar aara😶meko ni pta sbko hota ya bss meko ....syad meko travel phobia h😂😶😶yaa fr syad meko aklee travel Krna phobia h 😂mtlb akele travel krne se dr lagta 🤔pta nhi pr yhi to age h yhi to starting h abhi to bhot journeys krni h ...chalo koi n this is how life gives us experiences ...to let's collect it ...why to see it as a burden ..it's an opportunity....will try ki ache se enjoy kre ise instead of getting tensed ....haa wo laag baat h tnsn puch k ni aata 😂😶😶bt now feeling somehow better ..dekhte kya hota...it's exciting.. nayi jgh naye log nayi bhasa 😂 ...log to khusi khusi foreign bhi chale jate me doosre state Jane me itna sochra kuch v😶😶 ...haa phle v gya hu doosra state bt wo itna door to ni tha ....yhi sb soch k me kosis hi ni Krna chaha tha ki meko sochna hi ni h ye ...pr pata ni kya hua aaj subh syad koi sapna ayaa kya hua I don't know uthke sb kr dia ....1 din me itna kuch ....likhunga kabhi ek cheez ..jisko scientific bhasa me butterfly effect khte

Late ho gya thora kbk likhne socha tha ..mumbai Kalyan station ..kyaa rush h yaha ...sb log itne busy itne fast fast reaction...aur sbse mst to Mumbai local train...2 se 3 min k lia rukti itni bheed itni bheed ki kya hi khe ...jb log utarte to platform pr jgh ni hoti ..mela lag jaata poora ...fr chadhne ki baat ho train pr to usme v log bhaag bhaag k chadhre....movies k jaise😂😂mera khud ka train bss 3 min rukne wlaa tha or me baith k ye dekhra tha ki scene kya chalra ...jb gya to jaate k saath feel hua kitna rush h yaha ...sb log bhaagre, koi idhar koi udhar .. badhiya h first tym experience tha acha laga 😂

2 din bss 2 din v kaafi hote h ek acha bond banane.. friendship..jisme me thora weak hu syad I don't know ..syad ...to me jb yaha aaya mene socha ni tha kaise log milenge kaise frnds milenge..frnds mile 1st day hi 2 bt unme se 1 thora okay okay bt doosre se achi khasi Bonding hui thi ...wo bolra tmhare chakkar me meri hindi achi ho gyi 😂 actually sb apni local language me baat krte h..me hindi speaker ..ha logo ko hindi samjhti h ..so it's okay almost.. pr mostly ..mostly ky Alys baat apni hi local lang me krte ..pr thk h it's okay...



Bech me likhte likhte khi to chalaa gya tha to ye incomplete h ...nd ye syad 4 din purani h..aur main topic ye batanaa tha ki wo jo 1 frnd bana tha wo private clg leke chalaa gya class chhod k😂

Drr lagta meko..kyu wo ni batana bss drr lagta h...kya kru kuch kr bhi ni skta..bs bhagwan ji pr bharosa .. hoping sb shi se rhe 🧿 ...aur baaki pta ni ....pta ni kyu itni overthinking krte apan ....chhodo kya hi kr skte jst hope everything goes well.... 🧿

Drr in the sense ki asaa lagta kch to glt ho skta ....mtlb negativity itni negativity kyu 🫠pta nhi ....syad ye sbko hota hoga pta nhi ..pr currently 2-4 dino se I'm getting negative vibes ....idk why ..syad me Khali baitha hu🤔sachme 🤔 pta nhi ...waise 1 cheez h Jo in dino me common h wo ye h ki me akele rhh rhaa ...room mates nhi h room me ...may be this can be the reason...

Abhi likhte likhte 1 cheez aayi mn me ...agar hm bhagwan ji ko maante h apne traf se poori aastha nishtha dikhate h to hame un pr trust bhi Krna chahiye ...me un past experiences pr gaur krra jisme presaani ya kuch to glt hua h pr un cheezon k baad ek nayi umeed bhi to mili h ...to hame bss trust Krna h apne karmo pr ..he will surely help us nd we with us .... Ganpati bappa morya🙏
ॐ नमस्ते गणपतये ॥॥
त्वमेव प्रत्यक्षं तत्त्वमसि ।
त्वमेव केवलं कर्ताऽसि ।
त्वमेव केवलं धर्ताऽसि ।
त्वमेव केवलं हर्ताऽसि ।
त्वमेव सर्वं खल्विदं ब्रह्मासि ।
त्वं साक्षादात्माऽसि नित्यम् ॥॥
ॐ नमस्ते गणपतये ॥॥


त्वं ब्रह्मा त्वं विष्णुस्त्वं
रुद्रस्त्वमिन्द्रस्त्वमग्निस्त्वं
वायुस्त्वं सूर्यस्त्वं चन्द्रमास्त्वं
ब्रह्म भूर्भुवस्सुवरोम् ॥॥
🙏🙏ॐ नमस्ते गणपतये ॥॥🙏🙏

Found a dragonfly in the gallery struggling in a spider web. I thought of keeping it and bringing it to my room, as I had been alone for the last four days. I saw it as a perfect buddy. Exactly a year ago, I found a butterfly 🦋, fed and cared for it like a pet, ultimately saving its life. The butterfly was tired and unable to fly initially, but after feeding, it gained the ability to fly. Finding the dragonfly reminded me of that situation, so I collected it, hoping to save it as well. When I brought it to my room, I tried to handle it gently, but it bit me and flew up to the ceiling. After some time, I heard a ticking sound – the dragonfly hitting the ceiling fan. Worried, I stood up, tried to catch it, and with another tick, the dragonfly split into two pieces. Speechless 😶...

One thing I realised...log bhot selfish hote h chahe wo koi v ho 😐 selfishness hoti hi hoti h ..bhale hi mene apna poora selfish behaviour ko chhod ke samne Wale ko suport kia ho ya Jo bhi kia ho ..pr jb baat aati h unki to wo apni selfishness dikhayge hi ...dikhnaa v chahaiey..it is human nature ....
Aur ek baat ki chahe kitna v kisi ke liye soch lo it's very rare ki wo bhi tumhare haalat smjh paaye and same way me feel kr paye ki tumhe kaisa feel ho rha hoga..tumhare saath kya chal rha hoga ... Ek tym ke baad kisi ko frk v ni padta ki tumhari life me kya chal rha ... Tumhara depression..tumhara loneliness... Unke saath bachte ho bs tm ... Pr fr savaal aata h ki ..kha gya karma ..mene to suna tha ki agar me samne Wale ke sath acha acha krunga ..unke hrr depression ko smjh ke lunga to mere sath v waisa hi hoga....to kb hoga..??? When ....kitni lambi chalegi ye despresssssiooon ki dagar...
Logo ko ye sb batane pr wo majak me lete h .. koi smjhna ni chahta ..agar yhi cheez samne Wale ke saath ho..aur hoti v h ..hrr kisi ke life me aisa tym aata ho h jb use ye sb feel hota h...pr mene to doosro ke sath hmesaa hrr kisi ko feel krk unke sath unki baaton me saath deta ayaa hu ...mene hrr baar samne r aaj me akela kyu khda hu .. .. koi ni smjhna chahta... Last year mene likha tha me toot gya hu ... Pr syad wo tootna nhi tha ...uss waqt tootne ka ahsaas to tha pr mere tootne ka nhi uss attraction ke tootne kaa...kyu ki iss baar jb me akela mehsus kr rha to me koi shor nhi kr rhaa ...na wo tootne wlaa dard mehsus ho rha ...bss ek khaamosi h ...isi khamosi me

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The way I felt that day ... The same I felt today when random I found this post on a channel ..on random channel not related to spiritual things ....just a random boy came and sent this ... Krishna Vani