"What about my screams ? What about my silent cries? What about, how have I been? Just because I'm always there for everyone, smiling, does it mean no one will ever ask me If I'm fine? Why is it so hard to ask the person who is always there for you,
'I'm good, but what about you?'?
Is it too much for me to ask?"

@Nyx_thinks

#Atuneofbrokenhearts. #agony #littlestories

"I found love, not in the great aesthetic ways that the world describes. I found love in the way someone never left me even after I was at my worst. I found love in the way someone accepted me when I was not ready to accept myself. I found love in the moments someone sat beside me and rubbed my back while I cried myself to sleep in their arms. I found love in the scoldings of my mother, the taunts of my siblings, the not so funny jokes of my father and the little times I spend with strangers. I found love in the thought that even my own reflections in the mirror tries to smile when it sees me crying. I found love in myself.

Do you always need a particular someone to love you or prove it to you ? Can't love be found in little things and your own self?"

~@Nyx_thinks.

#littlestories #selflove #thinking

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"Often, When I'm outside, I get lost staring in the sky, looking at the rising sun that doesn't harm my eyes , the shimmering moon and the twinkling stars in the night sky. Walking these roads slowly yet steadily, where even if I know my destination, it's far from my sight. Or maybe the destination I see is just a stop somewhere in this journey? People say I'm a dreamer, well sure, that's the only reason I'm still here. If I can Dream it, I can achieve it." He said, looking at the sky.

"You sure like to Dream big, Don't you? Loving the little plays of nature." She replied, still thinking deeply about his words.

"Well, You were also once a part of that dream, didn't you come true?"

His hands slightly brushed her face, as a smile took its place on his lips.


~@Nyx_thinks


Do tell me how was it ?

#littlestories

"𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜, 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚒𝚝, 𝚃𝚘 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗, 𝚋𝚞𝚝....."

𝙰 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚔 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜..

"𝙱𝚞𝚝.."

"𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎."


~@Nyx_thinks

#littlestories #Atuneofbrokenhearts

"Can you ever forgive someone whom you loved and they ended up betraying you?" She asked...staring at me as if searching for something more than an answer.

"How about you tell me, if you can ever imagine the nightsky without the moon and the stars and still admire it ?"

" *laugh* How can someone ever? Without the moon and the star the night sky will just be a saga of dark clouds that feels like it will consume you whole."

I looked in her eyes and spoke..
"Then how can I ever forgive someone, whom I loved and they ended up betraying me. Loving someone is like laying your heart out to them, giving them your soul's moon and stars, your trust. You are most vulnerable to them. And when such a person betrays you, they throw your feelings, your heart and your trust in a pile of garbage as if it never meant anything to them. They take away a whole part of you with them. How can I ever forgive someone, who left me to be a hollow shell, taking away a whole part of me?"

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories

A tear slipped her eyes, as she looked at the photo in her hands. Trying to hold herself together, not to cry in front of the boy standing in front of her, She turned her eyes away;

"What are you running away from, is it that you don't want to seem weak in front of me?" He wrapped his arms around her, rubbing her back as if to remind her, he is there and spoke.

" Be proud of her My Dear, she made it through all the sleepless nights and lived, even when she has no one to feel warmth from, she lived. She survived in this battle of life and now I'm holding her in my arms."

As if on trigger, her cries filled the room, as he stared at the little girl in the picture. A childhood picture of Luna. [ The girl he was holding ]

"Let it all out, you have been holding it in for too long." He spoke in her ears and stood there silently.

It was that day, that she realized : She finally had someone to hold onto.

... (FIN)

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories #scribble

"Yes, I cried for Nights,
Still Never Gave up my fight.
They burned my soul,
So I ruled an Empire on their ashes."

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories

"I have lost it all and have nothing to give you. Even the love in my heart, dried up from these countless betrayals. Do I still have the right to ask you to stay? Even if it's going to end in ruins ?"

"Funny how we keep worrying about all the problems in the world, racking our heads for something, that ends in nothing. The world maybe full of problems and so is life. Maybe everything we do is meaningless the moment we take our last breath. Nothing matters anymore. We will just be sacks of meat, nothing more, nothing less.
Then why is it so hard to sit under the endless sea of stars and love someone without a reason, without worrying about consequences, when we still have time?

It's fine, even if it ends in nothing. Everything comes to end, but the same end gives birth to a new beginning."

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories #scribble

She has hazel eyes,
Filled with hope.
As if the dawn has ascended in them.
Far from mine, filled with despair and blue.

Her smile is like the dawn,
Bringer of spring.
While My lips are empty,
Just like an autumn breeze.

She is the Clear sky,
I'm the rainy day,
She lived through the storm,
While I lost my way.

She is the part of me,
I killed with my own hands.
She is the piece of me,
That died living up to expectations and fulfilling demands.

@Nyx_thinks
#random. #littlestories

'An Empty House'

He is an angle,
Fallen from grace.
Bearing all the pain,
With a smile on his face.

She is a beautiful flower,
That brings smile to everyone's face.
She cries silently at nights,
Won't bother you with her worries.
She is afraid of being in anyone's way,
A flower that slowly withered away.

He is quite prideful,
Don't wants to be a laughing fool.
He won't say a word unless needed,
He is fine silently watching from the sidelines.

If only for once,
She raised her voice.
If only for once,
He spilled his secrets,
And didn't tried to hide.

She died in silence,
While his eyes were blinded by pride,
In the same house,
The distance was quite long and Wide.

They were perfect for each other,
Still a stranger to one another.

~Nyx thinks
#littlestories #Atuneofbrokenhearts

Her legs were bound by chains,
Her cage adorned with jewels.
She was the centre of the attention,
Surrounded by devouring eyes of people.

Yet -- She held his hand.
Grasping it ever so tightly yet gently,
as if he would break with her touch.
She stared deeply at the man,
Her rescuer.
Praying for the umptieth time
That he wasn't just a piece of her imagination.

Her insecurities and fear solwly gave away to a sense of blind trust,
As she melted away in his arms.

~©️Nyx thinks

#OC's #scribble #littlestories

The heart that once knew joy and light,
Now mourns and weeps throughout the night.
Betrayed by one who claimed to care,
Leaving scars that no one may repair.


~©️ Nyx Thinks
#littlestories #Atuneofbrokenhearts #Nyxthinks

Every time I hold you in my arms,
I'm reminded,
How fragile yet endearing a life can be,
my child.

#littlestories

I'm carving it in my bones,
And sculpting it in my flesh,
That image of perfection
you desire;
but at the cost of losing myself,
And shaping it,
with my tears and blood.

#agony #littlestories

Dearest,
How should I tell you,
I have fallen out of love?
That I'm tired of it now?
How should I tell you, that each night your cries haunt me?

I'm exhausted of being
the only one trying to walk this road,
We promised to walk together.

I may have wiped away your tears,
But now I'm drowning in my own misery,
with no one to save me.
__

How should I tell you, that love is not what we thought it would be?

#OC #littlestories

Warmer than the summer sun,
Were your hands that once soothed me to sleep;
colder than the snowy winter,
Is your gaze that marks me a traitor.
___

And here I'm,
Begging for forgiveness,
Knowing, my sins are unforgivable.

#littlestories #OC

The walls were just an excuse;
No matter the distance,
we were always two hearts apart.

#OC #littlestories

《 Forget Me Not. 》

He left behind
a goodbye souvenir;
a bouquet of forget-me-not's,
with a single white rose,
gently bound by a green ribbon;

words engraved in ink
a couple of dry tears,
emotions spilled
on that pristine paper:

"Beloved,
Forgive me for all I couldn't be,
For all I could have been,
For I know I won't return,
My ashes will;

I'm leaving for the war,
for you to see the white dove,
Forget me not
and our eternal love."

#OC #littlestories