𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗡𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗗𝗶𝗲𝘀...❤️

If love brings no tears,
that love is dead;
but if love dies,
was it ever love?
What was it then?
It was never love—
only a fire,
flaring, fading...

With no compassion,
it was mere a ruthless flame
that devours itself,
like brittle leaves
thirsting, lifeless
if lit with a spark,
burning to nothing
but a pile of dead ash.

But life flows in love—
like green leaves
full of grace,
watered with compassion,
breathing forth new life
whether they stand or fall.

They portray glowing embers—
it dies, but leaves a mark;
leaves also fall and die,
but even in death
it births new life,
a sacrifice made
to continue the flow of life.

This is love "true love"
watered with compassion
that calms yet burns,
not itself
but in its burning desire,
where every single moment
the soul bleeds in silence
tears seen or unseen
each one becomes
a testament of love itself.

So if love brings no tears,
that love is dead;
but if love dies,
was it ever love?
No—
It was never love
because love never dies.


#love
#life
#death

𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

I want no rose
nor a bouquet of roses;
when I sulk,
I want only your presence.
Even the scent of roses
from the whole world's garden
is less to me
than your fragrance.

I've seen beautiful pink clouds,
rose-tinted in hue—
a brisk breeze of petals' scent
from velvety clouds
sweeps my face;
it smells of valleys
that come straight from you,
kissing my tender skin.

When I pout, will you try
to win me back?
Not with presents,
but with your presence;
wherever we are—
home or away—
will you bring my mind to sway?

You know, my love
even if you gave me
a garden of roses,
its fragrance could not match
the strong scent of you
that I breathe
in your presence.

May I soak your fragrance
into the marrow
of my soul so completely
that it dwells within me,
so that even in a crowd
I find you by scent alone?

When I sulk, will you
run to pacify me?
For your breath
is dearer to me
than every garden of roses.

O my beloved,
if I am upset,
come swifter than
the scent of roses;
kiss my face,
hold me so tight
that I melt at once—
in your arms,
in your presence.

And if you are upset,
I'll run to you,
flying faster than clouds,
coming swifter than
the scent of roses,
and hold your face
with my feather-like hands,
press my smooth forehead
to your furrowed brow,
calming you and your soul
in my warm embrace,
in my presence.


#love #beauty #strength #courage #calm #peace

𝗣𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱

I could not know
if I was ever worthy,
yet I found you worthy;
you, my only answer
that my soul screams so loud
no ears but yours could hear.

I saw no way
to stem the flooding;
I can't voice
how fiercely the mind tried,
how all thoughts conspired,
"what if it naught be?"

Breathing quick, heart wild;
the mind washed clean, heartbeat churned;
tears shed, the soul touched;
and then the flood grew hushed.

In that mystical moment,
my heart began to hum
a song of love that rippled
like a rising wave
echoing into eternity,
or else it hummed us
weaving our destiny.

I stood uncertain, could not know
what took me;
tears tearing open my soul
began riding my cheeks
and I, drowning in silence.

Now, tracing the trail
of that crystalline instant,
I see the rhythm
how mystically our fate
was being woven.

I wonder, I sing in awe;
I see, I feel how beautifully
He locked us in a seal.

You may say it is for naught, my love,
but we have both seen
what was predestined.

I saw how inseparably
hearts be one;
for heart already knows, it scans,
and we turn into a mere part
of His untouchable interplay
of Love and Pain,
of finding Self within
the act of loving,
in Love...

In the end,
do I find you, or myself, my love,
in the deep within?
Or do I find Love
in loving you,
or you in Love?


#love #divine #spiritual #spirituality

What left...?


I have seen the plants drying, nature dying;
I have seen the sun boiling, swallowing everything;
I have seen the universe, melting or freezing;
I have seen the body, being
the earth, the water, the fire, the air,
and then annihilated, becoming void;
I have seen the east, the west,
all directions, being a dot.

When the body void, nature void,
and the whole universe void,
aren't we just pieces, waves, falling to void?
When the void, the nothing, the silence end,
when nothing left, what left?

I have seen "I" dissolving into naught,
naught, encompassing all;
When known, I the whole, why to chase aught, the pieces?
Why not to seek naught? But to seek,
be ready to do aught;
So that in seeking, found everything;
What left when everything comes to naught?


#love #life #spirituality #infinity

𝐂𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

Behold inside humans
burn like a Big Crunch:
jealousy, greed, hatred,
heating, condensing into
a fiery core, burning to
nothing but ashes
of hollowed ego.

From inside, inner heat
spills into the world,
chilling hearts like
the cold inevitability
of Heat Death:
the world grows cold
and stagnant,
forgetting peace,
consumed by inner conflicts.

Even this heat
goes to extremes,
spreading like a Big Rip:
tearing connections,
scattering chaos,
breaking trust and bonds.

Yet the cycle never ends
like a Big Bounce:
the chaotic world feeds back,
igniting more inner storms,
condensing more heat
and inner conflicts,
repeating the cosmic dance of
creation and destruction
within the human soul.


#love #life #soul #emotions #creation #destruction

𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗟𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁

Beware the two veils
self-deceit unveils:
claiming virtue
while harboring vice,
striking cold as ice
dripping with vice,
yet masked the nice.

Or seeking good
yet blind to harm,
blind in mind
they denude themselves
of reflective mind,
showing the world
hearts stripped of kind.

When wisdom shines,
it aligns heart's desire
with insight that fires,
and the inner light
enlightening hearts
sparks itself
with meaningful rites.

By noble rite
sacred deeds take flight,
through endless nights
hearts ruthlessly fight,
you grind, you bleed
paying all your heed,
eyes grow numb
the world struck dumb.


#love #soul #mind #wisdom

When I dream
how tender those little hands
when I hold them in my hands,
when those quills touch my face
how it overflows my soul
brimming with love.

When we strive,
I feel they live in us
watching with our eyes,
how shiny those tiny eyes
with velvety lashes,
like fragrant buds
blooming their petals.

Those innocent giggles
melt their father's heart,
he sees them
with his gentle gaze,
wearing a serene smile
feels like a pleasant breeze
blowing from miles.

I kiss their smooth sole
with my elated soul,
my eyes dripping tears
of inexpressible joy,
when they cry
I hear those cries
carrying untold stories
of untravelled paths
their soft legs long to wander.

I read the divine light
within their flourishing hearts,
with their single cry
their father rushes to them
rocking them into sleep,
his arms feel like a cradle
they don't want to leave.

With my heart's tenderness
flowing like water,
so does their father's character
unshakeable like a mountain,
and with grandparents'
guiding life lessons,
we portray a painting
of our soulful blossoms
with the brushstrokes
of our endless love, my love. ❤️


#love #life #soul #dream #family

Even a marine trench ends in depth,
If you want to see the depth of her,
Ask sky to reach extremes,
See how far can it go,
Then should know—
Even it can go higher
more than any trenches
On the earth...

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.
.
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That's her love, have you seen my love? ❤️


#love #soul #deep #eternity

Bullet is meant for me.

When death is imminent, why fear it.
When old age is near, why fear it.
When tough times are about to come, why escape.
When there are odds of heart-break, why worry.

The bullet which is meant for me, why to change its direction.
She is made for me, why not enjoy the moments.
I have a purpose, why not fulfill it.
I have a mind, why not to nurture.

They respect me, I do the same.
They hit me, so I do .
They rekindle me, I do the same.
They own me, I owe them.

I am variable, your reflection.
I can be tuned to any frequency.
I live somewhere between life and death.
I prefer to be sad, broken, tired; you can't see.

A woman, I love, I get close.
uffff...
I lost my innocence.
Before, I witnessed damp eyes, now barren.
I walk to the places like a stranger, looking for trouble to come.

I am not a hero, not a villian, but a man with glorious wild purpose.
Middle of the world, there is depression. I can smell it.
Anyone else thinks, I am here for food. They conjecture wrong.

I am the ghost; a hunter.
I can smell in the air; how the world now stinks.

Men like us always want to be alone or with her.
Sometimes it lasts all night, we want it not to go.
We can't go back, we are different breeds with a purpose.

We are rare, we don't fear.
Our bullet is meant for us and we are waiting for it.

~ variable


#love #life #soul #death #wisdom #truth #divine

𝗜𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗪𝗮𝘆𝘀...

When I have infinite ways to show my love,
How can I be confined to one or two?
I’ll speak it in my pain, in every ache that’s true,
In every silence, in my every prayer.

I'll show it in every gesture, in every bowing,
In every gentle whisper rising into devotion's air.
I’ll speak it in my craving, in tearful parting,
In every action, in all that I do.

I’ll shine it in the moonlight, in winds' soft blow,
In the sun that burns, in skies of endless blue.
I'll sing it in the endless nights, on drenched pillows,
In every dark, in every sleep where I wake anew.

I'll read it aloud in heavens, in quiet above,
In tired nights, in my crying soul as if stars were listening true.
I'll hope it in every morning, in the burning crown of heaven,
In fading warmth, in twilight's calming hue.

I'll worship it in serenity, in midnight hush,
In every rhythm, in every song of the Unseen.
I’ll speak it in my lifelong waiting, in loyalty unspoken,
In every surrender, in every vow kept serene.

I'll let it flow in every rain, in every pain,
In caring compassion, in my crazy passion.
I'll breathe it in my every word, in every line of poetry,
In every solitary tear where I find peaceful sanctuary.

I'll weave it in every syllable, in screaming hush,
In every thought, in every dream where only you exist.
I'll hear it in every quiet, in my shattered might,
In body and soul, in every breath I spend.

I'll touch it in every wound, in every sound drowned,
In the river of my heart where your pain is swept.
I'll walk it across every mile, in every corner,
In every breath, in every wound I kiss.

Love flows through me eternally, pure and present,
In every heartbeat, in my smile's crescent,
In every thread that binds the soul to the Omnipresent,
Forever, endlessly, across every mile.


#love #life #death #destiny #infinity #divine #God

Shattering days may come,
But know flourishing days follow.
My love, you are strong.
Stronger than ever.

Do not fear the shaking storms,
For you are a believer,
And faith is tested in its fire.
Do not tremble…
You cannot be shaken.

You are grounded
In an unshakeable heart.
You love. You feel.
You speak love. You live love.
And so, you are loved.

You are being strengthened.
See it. Hold it.
Do not give up.
Even in sadness, in shards of disappointment,
These scars are not in vain.

For sages said long ago:
“Wounds are the place where light enters.”
You are already enlightened
With His radiant wisdom.

Your willpower outshines the fiercest storms,
Your kindness surpasses the ordinary,
And you, you are held
Cradled by the Most Loving.

You are being forged
In the burning furnace of shards.
I feel how painful it'd be, but
Bear it a little longer, my love.
You are strong.

I pray He makes you
Stronger. Wiser. Kinder.
Yet know He already has.
Beat the pain a little further,
For beyond it lies a bed of roses,
Soft, fragrant, alive with love.

Love finds its way
To show, to flow,
Like water flowing,
Like air blowing.

Droughts may come,
But they are tests of destiny.
After drought, rain returns,
For all bounty dwells in Him.
Pray. Flow. Show.
You are meant to give, to succeed,
For your mission is Love.

Love burns,
But scars will one day
Make you feel proud,
Like a lion returning from battle.

Love soothes,
Stillness brings calm,
Once drenched
In the rain of His grace.

Be ready for countless droughts,
For rain will follow.
Just as peace follows pain,
Success follows failure.

Remember the wisdom
The wise said:
“It’s not how many times you fall,
But how many times you rise.”

Pain never ends,
For blessings never end,
Blessings dwell in pain.
You are blessed in the struggle,
Blessed in His soothing rain.

My love, Do not worry.
Your loved ones are with you.
I am with you.
You have me.
And you have His love.

He is the Guider,
You are the lover.
So love, be guided.
Flow and show.
Win the game of life:
The game of Love.

Each level you rise
Grows harder,
But you must reach
The highest one
To win.

Then know this:
You are the player,
You are the creator.
The game is yours.
Play as you want,
Play as you must.

For you are the winner!
Already the winner,
The king of hearts, my love.


#love #life #death #passion #innerstrength #perseverance #courage #riseagain

𝗛𝗮𝗯𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲

It’s become my habit
to love you
deeply,
immensely.

Do you know...?

The moon has its habit:
it loves to glow,
even in dark phases,
leaving traces
until the full moon rises.

The universe has its habit:
it loves to expand.
Even when storms rage within,
it never stops growing.

The sun has its habit:
it loves to burn, to shine.
Even at dusk’s quiet sight,
it longs for dawn’s first light.

The river has its habit:
it loves to flow.
Even beneath the burning sun,
it never ceases to go.

The air has its habit:
it loves to blow.
Even in stillness,
its gentle touch moves
high above the trees,
where leaves drift like dreams.

The eagle has its habit:
it loves to fly.
Even in storms,
its wings touch the high skies.

Rain has its habit:
it loves to bloom life,
day or night.
Even in scorching heat,
it gathers in drifting clouds
until they break,
pouring love
from the heavens' might.

The ocean has its habit:
it loves depth,
carrying the river
into the endless deep.

Nature has its habit:
it loves to manifest love.
Even when unseen,
it leaves signs and whispers,
so we may find
the destiny that waits
to embrace,
where we are seen.

A peaceful soul has its habit:
it loves to bring calm,
to itself,
to the world.

A human has its habit:
it loves to go beyond,
aware or unaware,
breaking limits
even through unbearable pain.
Yet the soul never dies;
it transcends,
touching the heavens' gain.

A seeker has its habit:
it loves to seek
truth, life, love.
Even in wandering
with no food or water,
it finds divine meaning.

A lover has its habit:
it loves to love,
whether it burns or soothes.
It never stops giving
hope, comfort, passion,
a love everlasting,
ever-living, ever-loving.

So I am a lover.
And loving is my habit.
I love because I love loving,
because I love you,
because I love Him.


#love #nature #divine

I don't know...


I don't know why
but it happens,
that in every sujood
my eyes fill with tears.

I don't know why
in every bowing
tears fall and land
directly to the ground.

I don't know why
between two sujoods
when I sit, I wish
we both raise our heads
at the same time,
no matter how far
we live in this world.

I don't know why
when my shaking hands,
my forehead touch the ground,
streaming from my eyes
drenches the earth beneath.

I don't know why
when I raise my hands
to make a dua,
tears fill my hands
as if blessings from heavens.

I don't know why
when I stand still,
gazing at the ground,
a quiet storm starts within.

I don't know why
storm taking the form of tears
starts flooding,
streaming down my eyes.

I don't know how
but mystically, I get courage
I perform every prayer,
every bowing, every sujood.

I don't know why
but I feel
how painful your pain would be
when you silently cry
in every prayer before Him.

I don't know why
but just thinking this
makes me burst into tears,
then I wipe my eyes
with my shaking hands.

I don't know how
but I pray
with my shaking voice,
for tears stop me voice
even a single verse
that I recite.

I don't know why
but I pray
maybe somewhere
in this world
our sujood align.

I don't know why
but I pray
maybe somewhere
we both raise our hands
and cry as much as we can.

But I know, my love,
you won't let me see
your painful tears.

Yet I'll drench your soul,
your shoulders with the flooding
of my tears,
for the endless time,
whether day or night.

I don't know why
I make a fist so tight
to stop myself shaking
so high.

I don't know why
I close my eyes so tight
as if it'd never open
to see anything
where I can't see you,
for I can see you
when I close my eyes.

I don't know how
but I collect myself,
open my fist, my eyes,
calm myself and see
the nature around.

I don't know how
miracle happens,
I can see only you,
looking at the moonlight
again tears streaming down,
gentle divine light runs
and wipe my eyes.

I don't know why
but you know what
no matter how much I cry,
yet I wish in my every prayer
for the tears
that fall only for you.

I don't know how
so blessed I am
that every time I feel
the barren eyes
flooding with tears,
where I can touch you.

I don't know why
but seeing my crying
even moon split its soul,
starting cry in the form of
glowing light.

I don't know how
but with a smile
I cry, giving a gentle kiss
that can reach you.

I don't know how
but even clouds couldn't hide
the moonlight
from reaching me,
so how could it be
I can't reach you.

I don't know why
but it maybe...
maybe you are
beyond my reach.

I don't know how
yet I always find the way
to reach you,
for He shows me the way
that is beyond reach,
so how could it be
you and I can see.

I don't know how
yet we walk the way
into a fog,
for He casts His divine light
where we reach eachother,
that even our eyes can't find.

My love, I don't know how
but we reach,
no matter
how painful it be.


#love #pain #soul #divine #destiny

Loving you taught me
I too hold weight,
I too can be loved.
As your pure soul
Loves me deeply,
An ache that started healing,
Making me feel
Seen, loved,
More precious than
Any worldly gems.

I once thought,
Am I really deserving...?
Can I ever feel how love feels...?
I quit, thinking
Maybe I'm not deserving,
Maybe I'm meant
To be unloved.
I questioned,
Does true love ever exist...?
Then He said,
“You’ll know soon.”

Then I found you,
An unimagined blessing.
You make me feel
Loved, deserving.
Your wounds and pain,
Whether seen or unseen,
Push me to crave
Not to want,
But to give more:
Peace and calm.

Then I knew
What He meant:
Yes, true love exists.
Loving you inspired me,
And I went deeper
Then I realised:
There is nothing but
Only love exists.

Loving you taught me
How to love immensely.
To show my love,
Sometimes I wish so hard
To hold you tight,
Not out of desire,
But to absorb your pain,
And drench the desert
Of your wounds
With my soothing rain.

Loving you taught me
How beautifully He was shaping,
Guiding my life
Through endless trials and pains.
So that in the sheet
Of the thorns of my life,
I found peace in you.
I realized how He was preparing me,
Through the burning furnace,
So that I could be blessed
With having you.

But I wonder:
Do you feel blessed with having me,
Or is it only I who feel this way?

Nevertheless, I know,
I was most blessed the moment
He bestowed the panacea
My eyes, my soul were seeking
That I found mystically,
And that is you, my love.


#love #soul #pain #divine #destiny #predestined

Your wildness makes me wild,
Your passion makes me passionate,
Your magnet makes me magnetic,
Your boldness makes me bold,
Your sexy charm makes me sexy,
Your powerful aura makes me powerful,
Your brilliance enlightens me brilliant,
Your unstoppable spirit makes me unstoppable,
Your charm makes me charming,
Your wandering spirit makes me adventurous,
Your holy soul makes me a dreamer,
Your intensity fuels me intense,
Your free nature makes me free-spirited,
Your loyalty makes me loyal,
Your rebellion makes me rebellious in love,
Your love makes me inspiring...


#love #passion #unstoppable #eternity

What was I listening?
Where was I searching myself?
In the skies, leaves, or roots...

Wherever I thought,
I got defeated.
With the will to win
burning inside,
again, I got defeated
in life, by life.

Will to win died,
and I...
somehow fell
into the abyss
of despondency.

Whether sitting in sunlight
barefoot on the roof,
or beholding the midnight sky,
or gazing at the dancing leaves,
or walking barefoot in mud,
or losing myself
in the scoop full of water
with no count of time,
or fixing my eyes
upon flying birds with the urge
if I could fly,
and would find myself
in the skies.

Listening to the rhythm
of my own breathing,
I was dead...
I was dead...
“Would I ever be alive...?”
I questioned
through endless times...

Seeking the answers
of my endless questions,
I never noticed, but
there was always someone:
watching, listening, feeling me.

Someone who never wanted me
to be defeated
by the blistering blows
of life.

Someone who wanted me to fly
when I fell into the abyss,
who wanted me to flow
when I was barren,
who wanted me to win
when I was falling flat
on my face
by the harsh beating of life.

It was He! Always
by my side,
everywhere I sought myself,
closer than even my breath.

To help me win,
He sent you,
a mystery
that I couldn't solve yet,
or maybe I needn't
solve, but behold.

Maybe I was sent
in your life
to let you win
with my unwavering support,
and staunchness.

I was bleeding, split,
you stitched me.
With my shaking body,
with bleeding soul,
I took a step ahead
into the unknown.

With a deep sigh...
I dared again...
I dared again to wish
to win, come what may!

Lifeless me became alive
again...
I was never me,
but in you,
I became myself
for the first time in life:
I started
flowing, flying, breathing...

I couldn't find
why I stopped,
but in you I found
it never aligned
with the very essence of mine.

Slowly with you,
I awakened to those defeats
I found them wins,
to make me ready
for the inevitable win
that I wasn't aware.

My win is somewhere there,
where how much I give,
and how deeply you feel...

My win is somewhere there,
where I dissolve myself,
in love, in you.

It may be painful...
it will be painful...
but I'll never allow time,
those endless blows of life
to win over me.

For I love to win,
and to win,
I have already surrendered
myself before Him.

And you...
you are my biggest,
unimaginable win.
Before you, I wanted nothing,
yet I want nothing.

He fulfilled my only wish,
and see...
I'm diving, immersing
into the ocean of nothingness,
where I find...
I find everything...
Everything.
My beloved!
You are my everything...


#love #divine #fight #resilience #unstoppable

I don't know why
but yes
I am feeling
the strange peace in me.

I know very well
how fiercely the world
is ripping open
inside and out me.

Yet I don't know how
I am at calm,
not because I don't feel the pain,
but because it's too painful
that it gives me calm.

I know I have a lot to do,
I haven't finished my task
of what I had to do,
storms of work are spinning
inside my head,
yet I am feeling at peace.

The whole world is sleeping,
but my eyes are waking,
staring at the spinning fan,
listening to the rhythm
of coldnight winds,
as if finding you
somewhere between.

Cold currents of wind
give me shivers,
I am trembling severely
with cold.

Yet inside
I'm feeling warm:
too warmth in me,
is this warmth of your love
or what?

If not, then why I'm feeling
your love so much
that except you
I can feel nothing.

I don't know but whenever
I give or even think
about giving you
a moment of calm,
it feels unusually peaceful
to my heart, my soul.

I want it to be painful
so that I know
how much peace it can hold
in its blessed vessel.

I don't know,
but I can't find
any single moment
where I'm not missing you.

O my beloved,
you are my vessel of pain
that holds immeasurable calm,
that even my spine,
my heart, my very soul,
feel in whirling storm.


#love #divine #peace