https://t.me/grumpy_mumbles/7114 haha yes

Holy fucking shit

So my mom just said that her job stuff is getting too hard for her and she might leave

Leaving both of us basically without any income

Haha nice

I don't fucking know what to do

Nothing I try works

And every time I try to study it just reminds me of the fact that I have done nothing which makes me anxious

So I try to distract myself by doing something else

And it goes on and on until I end up with nothing done

I need to pass two exams and I can't even fucking bring myself to do that

I don't know how to fucking talk to people any longer

I lost my notes for physics and I need to ask someone for at least the questions

actually no I didn't lose them I didn't even take any for the entire semester

But I'm too fucking anxious to do anything any more

I don't know what to do and doing anything remotely productive makes me want to die

Doing nothing at all also does the same thing

I can't spend my life procrastinating

Especially now that I'm risking losing everything