bukan teknik jahat

one day:
"my dad is an engineer"

日常生活

𖥔 ݁ ˖ engineering student life .ᐟ
woke up with unfinished assignments and cold coffee beside the bed. the city still feels quiet at 6am, but my mind never does. ⊹ ࣪ ˖

surviving classes with barely any sleep, loud music in my headphones, and thoughts i never talk about. 🚬☕︎

midnight drives somehow heal more than people do. and between blue nights, neon lights, and campus hallways, i keep pretending everything is fine.

Faculty of Engineering — UNTAR

udah tau minggu masih aja ribet

dosen kebanyakan minta revisi, lama lama gedung kampusnya yang gue revisi

kita liat besok reaksi dosen setelah liat mahakarya ini

夜的寂靜

sometimes i disappear for hours just to breathe without anyone asking questions. the city is loud, but somehow loneliness is louder. 🌃

i keep smiling like everything’s okay, even when my mind feels exhausted from carrying things i never say out loud.

maybe that’s why i like midnight so much. no expectations, no noise, no pretending.

just me, cold air, and thoughts i can’t escape.

深夜里的房间 𖹭

the hardest part about being quiet is that people always think you’re okay.

so i let them believe it. i laugh when i should stay silent, disappear when things get heavy, and pretend late night music can fix everything. 🌃

but some nights still feel empty no matter how beautiful the city looks.

and honestly, i’m getting tired of carrying thoughts nobody knows about.

深夜的想法 𖹭

some people think being quiet means feeling nothing.

truth is, i just got tired of explaining things nobody would understand anyway. 🌃

so now i keep everything to myself, stay awake a little longer, and let the city listen instead