this feels like a movie
ik a lot of ppl feel that way when traumatic things happen to them
it felt like a movie and this is it this is the part where the character never recovers
the part where life takes them down
this is the scene that scars her forever
i watched u die and all i could think about was how none of it felt real
it was so quiet
i was numb i didn’t care i wasn’t feeling life in the way it was meant to be felt because i wasn’t present i wasn’t actually there i was just watching but that’s not true
i do care
and what if the reason it felt like a movie was because i wanted to believe that losing u is a part of a larger story that maybe i could still shape
“memories exist outside of time and have no beginning or end”
“as long as i live you’ll be w me forever”