bolbbalgan4 / to my youth
At some point in my life,
I used to wish that I could disappear from this word
The whole word seemed so dark,
I cried every night
Will my mind feel at ease if I just disappear?
I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain
I hated myself,
for not being able to receive love
My mom and dad, they are only looking at me
This is not how I really feel, but I keep getting further away
What should I do?
The saying that time is medicine was really true for me,
As the days went by, I really did get better
But sometimes when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I am afraid that someone will take away my happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful
It hurt to the point where I could hurt no more but the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends, all those people, they’re only looking at me
This is not how I really am,
But I keep getting further away
But still maybe I could be a bright light in this world
Maybe after all that pain, I could
shine a light even if it’s short
So I couldn’t give up
The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because if I keep trying to stand up like this,
I might be able to find myself
How painful must it have been?
How much?
How much did I hope for it? :)
At some point in my life,
I used to wish that I could disappear from this word
The whole word seemed so dark,
I cried every night
Will my mind feel at ease if I just disappear?
I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain
I hated myself,
for not being able to receive love
My mom and dad, they are only looking at me
This is not how I really feel, but I keep getting further away
What should I do?
The saying that time is medicine was really true for me,
As the days went by, I really did get better
But sometimes when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I am afraid that someone will take away my happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful
It hurt to the point where I could hurt no more but the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends, all those people, they’re only looking at me
This is not how I really am,
But I keep getting further away
But still maybe I could be a bright light in this world
Maybe after all that pain, I could
shine a light even if it’s short
So I couldn’t give up
The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because if I keep trying to stand up like this,
I might be able to find myself
How painful must it have been?
How much?
How much did I hope for it? :)
the lakes - original version
Taylor Swift
لحظههایی که خودمون رو تو آهنگای تیلور گم کردیم🌟
تو تک تک لحظات تولدم خوشحال بودم؛ لحظهای که لباسی که فاطی برام دوخته بودو پوشیدم، آرایش کردم، میز رو چیدم، شمعهارو روشن کردم، رقصیدم و بغل شدم، آرزو کردم و شمعها رو فوت کردم.
و همهی اینها به خاطر این بود که کنار انسانهای موردعلاقم بودم :) 💓
پیداشون کنید بچهها!
آدمهایی رو پیدا کنید که به خوشحالی شما اهمیت بدن، ساده و بدون تظاهر در کنارتون باشن؛ باور کنید بهترین حس دنیاست، براتون آرزوش میکنم.
و همهی اینها به خاطر این بود که کنار انسانهای موردعلاقم بودم :) 💓
پیداشون کنید بچهها!
آدمهایی رو پیدا کنید که به خوشحالی شما اهمیت بدن، ساده و بدون تظاهر در کنارتون باشن؛ باور کنید بهترین حس دنیاست، براتون آرزوش میکنم.
«آگستوس، دوست داری بعضی از ترسهات رو با ما درمیون بذاری؟»
«ترسهام؟»
«بله»
بدون لحظهای درنگ گفت: «فراموشی؛ مثل ضربالمثل مرد نابینایی که از تاریکی میترسید، من هم از فراموش شدن میترسم :).»
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«ترسهام؟»
«بله»
بدون لحظهای درنگ گفت: «فراموشی؛ مثل ضربالمثل مرد نابینایی که از تاریکی میترسید، من هم از فراموش شدن میترسم :).»
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