Hi
Hope I'm doing well
I have awful feelings
I'm worrying , even happened that I said Setayesh that I have bad feelings about you ,and I said her everything
But I have feel guilty that I judged her
I afraid she couldn't pass the math and geometry exam and she couldn't get above 16 grade
I thought if she didn't be in eleventh grade ... what will I do? How don't have i feel guilty ?
I must didn't do this mistake
Ah l should be better with myself
Hope I'm doing well
I have awful feelings
I'm worrying , even happened that I said Setayesh that I have bad feelings about you ,and I said her everything
But I have feel guilty that I judged her
I afraid she couldn't pass the math and geometry exam and she couldn't get above 16 grade
I thought if she didn't be in eleventh grade ... what will I do? How don't have i feel guilty ?
I must didn't do this mistake
Ah l should be better with myself
🫙🦋...
When I'm depressing i don't know how do I give help of others like mom, friend, family...
Just i like go to bed even if i don't sleep.
I just wanna reced of everything forever.
I just wanna be happyer until my endurang be happy:]
1403/01/16
When I'm depressing i don't know how do I give help of others like mom, friend, family...
Just i like go to bed even if i don't sleep.
I just wanna reced of everything forever.
I just wanna be happyer until my endurang be happy:]
1403/01/16
Me..or You?...
Do you know? This Chanel is old.
Maybe I wanna i begin activities here ,again.
Who's exist listen to me? :)
Maybe I wanna i begin activities here ,again.
Who's exist listen to me? :)
Me.. or You?🎎...
I like make chanel with my friend and say everything and everyone read it
Like 2 years ago ...
I like make chanel with my friend and say everything and everyone read it
Like 2 years ago ...
Me..or You?🪺🍂...
I think I shouldn't send any massage to other, i may wanna ful lonely space by this. I don't want it.
I try reced and reced of peaple...
I think I shouldn't send any massage to other, i may wanna ful lonely space by this. I don't want it.
I try reced and reced of peaple...
Me..or You?🎭...
Always something exists in my school that cause I got persecution
Like person dosen't pertain to space and have guilty emotion
Anyone isn't here so who is reading this?
1403/01/19
Me..or You?
Always something exists in my school that cause I got persecution
Like person dosen't pertain to space and have guilty emotion
Anyone isn't here so who is reading this?
1403/01/19
Me..or You?
🌝🌈..
You know the success key is you be happy, you have happiness and you try for your future and your life ...
It's better you think about yourself until you didecate yourself to other
1403/01/20
You know the success key is you be happy, you have happiness and you try for your future and your life ...
It's better you think about yourself until you didecate yourself to other
1403/01/20
Me..or You?
Me...or You?
🍛🍣.. This day is one of my favorite days. I was happy for another hug and delicious foooooddddd🙈😎🥂 But I think someday we wanna just see without any talking ... just silence . But some day we are so silence until we arrive to person and say about everything.…
...
But now I need other's talking...
I need energy
Talk with me talk, I'm tired
But now I need other's talking...
I need energy
Talk with me talk, I'm tired
Me..or You?🧟♀👩🎓...
I'm happy but a little🤌
You know... today when the head spoke about grade and konkor and holidays ,specialy holiday from Noroz selebrat...
She sead you have to give score above 19.5 .
I have been impetus but I'm worry, so worry
I think I can if I wanna, just I have to concentrate, concentrate about me and my infirm. But I'm tired I need empetus again...
I can give grade above 19.5 . I'm sure ..
I wish to give it and win🏆 :)
1403/01/21
I'm happy but a little🤌
You know... today when the head spoke about grade and konkor and holidays ,specialy holiday from Noroz selebrat...
She sead you have to give score above 19.5 .
I have been impetus but I'm worry, so worry
I think I can if I wanna, just I have to concentrate, concentrate about me and my infirm. But I'm tired I need empetus again...
I can give grade above 19.5 . I'm sure ..
I wish to give it and win🏆 :)
1403/01/21
Me..or You?🪷🫧...
I was thinking...
Is it important who is reliable?
Do we know nearly person?
I fear of my reliable person chang and I repent its =[ ...
I was thinking...
Is it important who is reliable?
Do we know nearly person?
I fear of my reliable person chang and I repent its =[ ...
Me..or You?💎🧸
Today I don't have expect of something .
It's good and it's awful that l'm a little I'm carefree
It have to important for me that l'm going to give exam, this exam is sooooo hard and important.
Sometimes I think it's wrong that I think every friend study but I'm not
How do other have important?
No just to answer this question, just answer ×_×
1403/01/22
Today I don't have expect of something .
It's good and it's awful that l'm a little I'm carefree
It have to important for me that l'm going to give exam, this exam is sooooo hard and important.
Sometimes I think it's wrong that I think every friend study but I'm not
How do other have important?
No just to answer this question, just answer ×_×
1403/01/22
Me..or You ?🎗🎨
I'm weary ...
I wanna help myself but I don't know :(
Let's paint ... it's my therapyyyyy
I'm weary ...
I wanna help myself but I don't know :(
Let's paint ... it's my therapyyyyy
Me.. or You?Today's Thursday
I feel...
Some of its is wonderful
I think nobody don't love me in this world
I think I just see my inside and can't see out ,may in out of my felling exist something even better
But I just like sit and person find me
Find my inside world's
My feeling was understood without talking, I know it's unusual request but I need
I need a person love me even my grade isn't good, even I'm ugly, even I'm angel
I need someone give me attention
You know? I need it but I don't want it because it's torture for her or him
1403/01/30
Me...Or You?
Today's Tuesday
I think today was a little funny and boring
I played parody with Tahereh and after program the Ms Gorbani sead tomorrow exam is cancel
And I was sooo happy
This was good news after that literature exam... :]
1403/02/04
Me..or You?
بعضی روزا دلم برای خودم تنگ میشه
بعضی وقتا فکر میکنم اگه بمیرم چی میشه، ولب بعدش که فکرام تموم شد انگار از درونم خودمو بغل میکنم و میگم نه نرو به بقیه کاری نداشته باش من میخوامت من هنور به وجودت نیاز دارم
بعضی وقتا بقیه منو خیلی ایگنور میکنن ولی بعضی وقتا اون کسی که بیشتر خودمو ایگنور میکنه خودمم
میدونی بعضی وقتا ی نگاه به خودم میکنم و میگم میدونستی عاشقتم؟ میدونستی تحمل دیدن غصه هاتو ندارم؟ میدونسی اول و آخر فقط تو بهم کمک میکنی؟
انگار دلم گرم میشه، مهربون میشه،نرم میشه انگار یکی بهم انگیزه زندگی کردن میده ،سادهس ها ولی قشنگه. چیزای ساده خیلی قشنگه، مثل چای تو فنجون ساده سرامیکی، مثل یه مداد ساده، یه لباس صورتی ساده، یه آرایش ساده، محبت کردنای ساده، دوستت دارم گفتنای ساده. همش قشنگه .
انگار که یکی توی گوشت میگه حواست هست؟ اصل کاری منم تو چشام نگاه کن باهام حرف بزن، بعدش با خودت فکر میکنی اصلی تر از تو داخل زندگیت هست اصن؟
نمیدونم ولی اکثر آدمای دورم سطحی شدن، آدمایی شدن که نباید بهشون دل بست، انگار وقتی میبینمشون داد میزنن من آدم موندن نیستم .
هروقت صحبت و بحث پدر و مادرم وسط کشیده میشه انگار یه چیزی اطرافم رو احاطه میکنه و میگه نه ! کافیه! جلو نرو! انگار میگه که پیش خودم بمون! انگار اشک تو چشماش جمع میشه و داد میزنه که توروخدا همینجا بمون پیشم بمون.
یاد بچگیم میفتم که بابام یک شب میخواست بره تبلیغ من اصرار کردم نره، پیشم بمونه، پیشم خوابید که مثلا ثابت کنه نمیره اما صبح که بیدار شدم دیدم نه کفشاش هست و نه کیفش.
بعضی وقتا خودمو میبینم میگم تو فقط خودتی، همه اینایی که اطرافت مثل ربات میمونن، باید مراقبشون باشی روغنکاریشون کنی پیچ و مهره هاشونو سفت کنی ولی تهش یه رباتن، تهش یه کسین که الکین.
دلم یه دوست داشتنی میخواد که باعث شه خودمو بیشتر دوست داشته باشم، یه دوست داشتن قشنگ
بعضیا تا همچین چیزی رو بهشون میگی میگن خب ایشالا یه شوهر خوب گیرت میاد ولی تاحالا شده فکر کنی که دوست داشتن هات محدود نباشه؟ فقط مال یه نفر خاص نباشه؟ مال کسی باشه که دوستت داشته باشه، همین
باید بخاطر سختیهایی که کشیدم موفق بشم توی زندگیم.
بعضی وقتا فکر میکنم اگه بمیرم چی میشه، ولب بعدش که فکرام تموم شد انگار از درونم خودمو بغل میکنم و میگم نه نرو به بقیه کاری نداشته باش من میخوامت من هنور به وجودت نیاز دارم
بعضی وقتا بقیه منو خیلی ایگنور میکنن ولی بعضی وقتا اون کسی که بیشتر خودمو ایگنور میکنه خودمم
میدونی بعضی وقتا ی نگاه به خودم میکنم و میگم میدونستی عاشقتم؟ میدونستی تحمل دیدن غصه هاتو ندارم؟ میدونسی اول و آخر فقط تو بهم کمک میکنی؟
انگار دلم گرم میشه، مهربون میشه،نرم میشه انگار یکی بهم انگیزه زندگی کردن میده ،سادهس ها ولی قشنگه. چیزای ساده خیلی قشنگه، مثل چای تو فنجون ساده سرامیکی، مثل یه مداد ساده، یه لباس صورتی ساده، یه آرایش ساده، محبت کردنای ساده، دوستت دارم گفتنای ساده. همش قشنگه .
انگار که یکی توی گوشت میگه حواست هست؟ اصل کاری منم تو چشام نگاه کن باهام حرف بزن، بعدش با خودت فکر میکنی اصلی تر از تو داخل زندگیت هست اصن؟
نمیدونم ولی اکثر آدمای دورم سطحی شدن، آدمایی شدن که نباید بهشون دل بست، انگار وقتی میبینمشون داد میزنن من آدم موندن نیستم .
هروقت صحبت و بحث پدر و مادرم وسط کشیده میشه انگار یه چیزی اطرافم رو احاطه میکنه و میگه نه ! کافیه! جلو نرو! انگار میگه که پیش خودم بمون! انگار اشک تو چشماش جمع میشه و داد میزنه که توروخدا همینجا بمون پیشم بمون.
یاد بچگیم میفتم که بابام یک شب میخواست بره تبلیغ من اصرار کردم نره، پیشم بمونه، پیشم خوابید که مثلا ثابت کنه نمیره اما صبح که بیدار شدم دیدم نه کفشاش هست و نه کیفش.
بعضی وقتا خودمو میبینم میگم تو فقط خودتی، همه اینایی که اطرافت مثل ربات میمونن، باید مراقبشون باشی روغنکاریشون کنی پیچ و مهره هاشونو سفت کنی ولی تهش یه رباتن، تهش یه کسین که الکین.
دلم یه دوست داشتنی میخواد که باعث شه خودمو بیشتر دوست داشته باشم، یه دوست داشتن قشنگ
بعضیا تا همچین چیزی رو بهشون میگی میگن خب ایشالا یه شوهر خوب گیرت میاد ولی تاحالا شده فکر کنی که دوست داشتن هات محدود نباشه؟ فقط مال یه نفر خاص نباشه؟ مال کسی باشه که دوستت داشته باشه، همین
باید بخاطر سختیهایی که کشیدم موفق بشم توی زندگیم.