i cant handle an 11 hour trainr ide then walking 3 miles home

i think id cry

am home now, working on using stripe as an alt to paypal and shit, actually seems less confusing than pp was

ok gonna share the patreon 1st of october so ppl dont pay 20 bucks in one week for ts

tbh every time i get bsky dms from ppl who ask me to donate to a gaza fund ik its a bot. who in their right mind would go up to the person who draws almost hardcore furry porn and ask to help them and their kids?

uhm so the local ppl who know me and see this chat, uhm

can we hang out? i have been very lonely and sad n shit and idk itd be nice

just to let yall know i am taking a break from comms till october so i can get all my payment processing shit done

the highlight of 2024 for me was when my ex before we dated babytalked to me like i was a dumb dog while i was high on expired poppers.

the best moment of the beginning of my adult life as i know it was 5 minutes long. i cant stop thinking about it and it makes me feel even sadder

btw im still in the beginning of my adult life. i wont stop being in it till the mid 2030s

yk what sucks? its my birthday in 2 days and i am in probably the worst time of my life this year rn

i havent seen my partner in weeks, i basically have no actual friendly connections atm

i have 300 bucks worht of bills coming up next week and no way to pay for it

gonna try to open comms up again after this backlog, hoping october is nicer on me