Of course I am gloomy;
I drink a lot of coffee.

The soul selects her own society,
Then shuts the door;
On her divine majority
Obtrude no more.

Unmoved, she notes the chariot's pausing
At her low gate;
Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling
Upon her mat.

I've known her from an ample nation
Choose one;
Then close the valves of her attention
Like stone.

I wish I had loved her well.
I wish I had loved her better.
I wish I had loved her greatest.

She deserves love (a great one).
She deserves happiness.
More than that, she deserves to live a good life with someone who could understand her like I did, someone to hold her as close as I did, and someone to love her as I loved her with all my heart.

I wish I had the chance to tell her for the last time, I love you, and I'll find you in the next life.

She is made of flowers, poetry, galaxies…



…..ice cream and mi ayam.