🔥Embers from Ash🌻
👂🏼Friends! I could use some feedback. I am writing a book on resiliency, in essence. I've been through just about every kind of trauma you can and I am in a season of finally seeing all I've overcome and how resilient I've been to create the life I have now.…
Thank you all so so much for all of the input!!! I've got another busy day ahead of me - so I'd love to respond to each and every one of you but I'm about to switch gears so we can get back to the field here soon and play some good baseball 😍. I just wanted to say THANK YOU for all of the input, encouragement and advice. I feel so incredibly blessed that you took time and expended energy helping me sharpen this vision 🙏🏼🙏🏼
It has always been a choice. If you don't feel you have much to love... Love yourSelf. That means, working out how you can grow to Like yourSelf. If you don't like who you are - that is where you start. Make the choices. Break the addictions. Whatever it is you need to do... Today is the Best day to get started. People reinvent themselves every single day. Why not you? Why not today?
You've got this. I believe if anyone could do it, you can too.
@EmbersfromAsh
You've got this. I believe if anyone could do it, you can too.
@EmbersfromAsh
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I love you
I see you and
I am so proud of you…
~ it’s lennnie ✨
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I see you and
I am so proud of you…
~ it’s lennnie ✨
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The truth is ... I wrestled with too much guilt the first time I walked away. So when I was taught how to let go and forgive, I thought that meant excusing her abuse. I let her back in.
For years it was subtle. Her dysfunction toed the lines. She had learned what to direct my way, and what not to. And I lived far enough away to feel less affected.
It took a tragedy and enmeshment to get close enough to see that the only thing that had ever really changed.... Was me.
I had changed.
I had found my way to real love. To real support. To real healing.
I had broken the generational pattern.
I knew I didn't deserve what she was doing.
I knew nothing I ever did would be enough.
She required my silence to hold together her delusions.
I was done staying silent.
I was done crying in the dark wondering where all the pain came from.
The fog had cleared and I could see how it all made sense. How I made sense. I finally understood how and why I became the wife, mother and person I am.
I didn't need to be the perfect daughter anymore.
I was done making excuses for her.
I was done trying to help her see reason when she was on her abuse spree.
I was done being her "guru" when she needed answers.
I was done being her "dolly" when she needed control or credit.
I stopped being her supply and have been happier, more free to be the good hearted person I am every day since.
@EmbersfromAsh
For years it was subtle. Her dysfunction toed the lines. She had learned what to direct my way, and what not to. And I lived far enough away to feel less affected.
It took a tragedy and enmeshment to get close enough to see that the only thing that had ever really changed.... Was me.
I had changed.
I had found my way to real love. To real support. To real healing.
I had broken the generational pattern.
I knew I didn't deserve what she was doing.
I knew nothing I ever did would be enough.
She required my silence to hold together her delusions.
I was done staying silent.
I was done crying in the dark wondering where all the pain came from.
The fog had cleared and I could see how it all made sense. How I made sense. I finally understood how and why I became the wife, mother and person I am.
I didn't need to be the perfect daughter anymore.
I was done making excuses for her.
I was done trying to help her see reason when she was on her abuse spree.
I was done being her "guru" when she needed answers.
I was done being her "dolly" when she needed control or credit.
I stopped being her supply and have been happier, more free to be the good hearted person I am every day since.
@EmbersfromAsh
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