i hate everything abt me. why was i born? why am i ugly? why is everything in my life not fair. i have friends, lots. but they don't know what's going on in my head. they don't know that im feeling this way. and i don't want them to know that. i just want to remain as the funny and always happy friend. when in reality, i feel disgusted of myself. no matter how hard i try to feel n look better, I'll always end up the same. ugly.
i really hate my life but also surprisingly liking it tbh
i dont want to go to a public schooollll :((((( im scerd