Hate to be asexual
Writing from a second account for anonymity.
I just hate it. To never be in love. I've already “friendzoned” a couple of friends in my life. They were all amazing, and I also know that they were objectively attractive woman, but I just can't feel anything for them.
And in fact to no one. Everyone has some they “crush,” and I had recently twenty birthday and I have no one and I just don't feel like getting in relationship with anyone.
I mean, I “want” to be in a relationship, to be normal, but I know that I would not be able to feel in love with anyone.
The knowledge and desire to be in a relationship, but at the same time not wanting it at all.
I know I want to have love in my life, because it's also not that I don't feel it lol, I love my parents and some others and I would love TO love someone, but I have never felt attracted to anyone in my life.
IDK if such posts are allowed, just venting.
https://redd.it/1luo46q
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Writing from a second account for anonymity.
I just hate it. To never be in love. I've already “friendzoned” a couple of friends in my life. They were all amazing, and I also know that they were objectively attractive woman, but I just can't feel anything for them.
And in fact to no one. Everyone has some they “crush,” and I had recently twenty birthday and I have no one and I just don't feel like getting in relationship with anyone.
I mean, I “want” to be in a relationship, to be normal, but I know that I would not be able to feel in love with anyone.
The knowledge and desire to be in a relationship, but at the same time not wanting it at all.
I know I want to have love in my life, because it's also not that I don't feel it lol, I love my parents and some others and I would love TO love someone, but I have never felt attracted to anyone in my life.
IDK if such posts are allowed, just venting.
https://redd.it/1luo46q
@asexualityonreddit
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