please help

for years ive been off and on about my asexuality. i know deep down that i am, and the thought of sex repulses me, but i ive had sex before (consentually and nonconsentually) and it makes me feel like a fake. Im also in a relationship right now and my partner has a very high sex drive. i dont know what to do, we love eachother very much but im so ashamed because i feel like i have to do something for them but i cant bring myself to. im so overwhelmed and i thought maybe some people on here could help me.

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credits to: @i.put.the.ace.in.disgrace 🤍
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Feelings During Movie Sex Scenes

So I realize I either feel nothing or grossed out by movie/ film sex scenes.

Asexuality I know is a spectrum and many will feel things during these scenes, but personally I do not.

Anyway, I just want to know what you all here feel during movie sex scenes, if anything?

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Today on straight men being weirdly accurate ace representation:
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[OC] Clarification from my last post- Calling people “hot” as an ace is VALID and will not disprove or invalidate your asexual identity!
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I’m an asexual comic artist, and I made a series of comics about my experiences shortly after realizing I was ace. Here’s the first one. Anyone else grow up deep in purity culture and remember thinking “what’s the big deal?”
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My local barns and Noble has an asexual pride section.
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Basically My Story - Source: "raavenb2619" At "Tumblr" (Link: https://64.media.tumblr.com/258cd9eecdff27b51c31ebc5c2077578/f71b04f6b4c3a1e7-50/s500x750/2c5b4e8beeb8a704cc919e8151a47fa118e40a36.jpg)
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I got a coworker fired for sexual harassment.

I (25M) got my coworker (47? F) fired because she saw my ace tattoo ( an ace of spades with the ace flag color scheme) and asked about it. I explained it and mentioned I don't like sex. She said "I can change that." And some reported her anonymously at work and HR questioned me. I told them what happened. At the end of the week, she was fired

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Ace memes

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Not out to my parents yet so here’s my very subtle ace flag
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__Just made a meme for you guys
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This is the tattoo I got in March. I also made a previous post a coworker asking about ot and sexually harassing me.
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On a post where a guy had referred to “all us normal people who feel sexual attraction”
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Just some ace memes & art

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