not asexual but i dont like sex


hello everybody.
I am neither asexual nor aromantic, and yes I have found myself to be attracted to people and have sexual thoughts. But the thing is... I don't like it at all.

I don't have a problem with people being sexual, not being virgins blabla, nothing shameful, but I just can't see myself doing stuff like that. It feels so unserious and just so human, can't rlly explain it.

So it's like... I'm not asexual but I wish I was. Not saying life would be easier, not saying I would always like it, but it definitely suits my own values and the philosophy I follow. I want to voluntarily stay a virgin my whole life, without being intimate with anybody. I could be and probably want to be, but it's a limit that I like having for myself, if it makes sense...? I don't 100% get it myself but I'm very loyal to it. (not religious)

I was just wondering if anybody else feels like this, rejecting sex and physical intimacy altogether, and probably even romantic love, even though I feel the want to do all of that, but I think it's just my human body making me desire such things, yet my mind says other things.

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human bodies are disgusting

im turning 18 next year and i honestly decided to be single for the rest of my life, i just hate how bodies look like full of organs bones veins, they smell, carry many diseases and stuff, i honestly cant understand how people are attracted to this it feels so weird, i see people as piece of flesh and bones, this feels like i wont be able to enjoy my entire life having sex with women just because of all these reasons.

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yes, another "am i ace?" post

hi everyone :) i’m feeling lost and confused. i’m sure there are thousands of "am i ace?" posts on here, so i understand if you scroll past mine:

i’m 25 (non-binary lesbian), and haven’t felt "i want to rip your clothes off" arousal since puberty. i very rarely feel a desire to have sex, but i enjoy sensual touching and non-sexual physical touch.

i have only ever orgasmed from a vibrator, but it feels more like a mechanical response. as if my body is simply responding to the clitoral stimulation, rather than it being a result of sexual arousal. i watch porn when i masturbate, and i can sort of get into a sexual headspace, but i still feels somewhat removed. my orgasms are "meh" most of the time, and afterwards, i often feel disgusted and am immediately turned off.

i went through a phase of hooking up with lots of women. i was trying to prove to myself that i DO like sex, but i hardly got any pleasure from it.

i’ve been in a monogamous relationship for 2 years, and i love my partner deeply. i enjoy receiving sensual touch: cuddling, massages, ears being kissed, light and fast scratching all over, etc. this feels pleasurable and sometimes makes my brain feel tingly (if anyone knows what that sensation is, please let me know!!!). what usually happens is that my gf is touching me lightly or giving me a massage, and it feels pleasurable, so i initiate sex. but i rarely crave sex. i find my mind drifting (ADHD doesn’t help), but i proceed because i want to make her feel good. she has a relatively high libido, and i want to make sure im meeting her sexual needs. i top 80% of the time, but i usually don’t feel aroused from it. i’ve only ever orgasmed during sex from using my vibrator on myself.

i feel so ashamed of my low desire for sex. it makes me question if i’m actually attracted to my partner, or anyone, for that matter. i find her beautiful and aesthetically pleasing to look at, and i LOVE being in a relationship, so i know i’m not aromantic. but i feel intense guilt that i’m not drooling over her body. i’m ashamed that i don’t feel the same level of sexual attraction to her that she’s stated feeling for me. my vagina very rarely "beats" when we are physical, and it typically only happens when we’re making out or she’s kissing my ears.

i guess i’m just struggling to understand myself. i know i’m not alone, like, that’s not statistically possible, but i feel lost. i’m looking for any and all advice or feedback. if you have an idea of what umbrella i fit under/want to propose a label, please do!!

(i also want to say that my gf has never pressured me into sex and she’s supportive/understanding. a lot of this pressure and shame is internal)

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Acespace has been a great way to make new friends

Have you tried Acespace? Thank you to whoever from this sub recommended it because it's the most trans friendly AND ace centric app I've heard of.

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Am I Asexual?

If you are questioning whether or not you are asexual (including all microlabels), reply to this post with what made you start questioning, and why.

If you are too shy to post a reply, then you can scroll through the responses for the advice you may be searching for.

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I feel like I continously get "more" ace.

So I've been comfortable labeling as Ace for a very long time. I think like almost 6ish years now. I've had the same partner for almost 3 years. They are also on the ace spectrum which is nice though they dont always understand how much more I am affected by my own acesexuality.

In the beginning we didnt want anything remotely sexual from eachother. Then after a year and a half I was open to it and found after roughly half a year of that, I am very very not into sex. Want nothing to do with it, dont want anyone even looking or thinking of me in a sexual manner because it makes me feel yucky and like a scared animal.

I feel like I keep moving more and more up on the ace spectrum. Now even anything beyond hand holding makes me feel flighty or anxious. Small kisses on my head are find but I dont want contact anywhere but the top of my head. It just makes me uncomfortable.

Has anyone gone through a similar path? Sometimes I wonder if I also lean on the Aromantic spectrum because I have such a difficult time finding the line between friendships and relationships and how they differ for me. I enjoy holding my friends hands or being close to them just like my partner. I dont care who I live with forever as long as we care about eachother and take care of eachother. I love my partner but not the same way I love my closest friends. But also I dont know how they differ because it feels like society's only line between the two is who you kiss and who you dont.

Sorry for any spelling mistakes, its very late when I'm writing this.

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This sub in a nutshell
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Feeling pleasure but gets bored and tired of it easily, does anyone also feel this way?

So I’m pretty sure I’m on the aroace spectrum. There times I get in the mood tho. I don’t really have much to think about sex since I think sex is just sex. However whenever I try to jerk off and have sex I’ll feel it and probably ten seconds in I get that bored and tired feeling that it’s is such a chore. It’s not like I don’t feel pleasure from it. I do feel it and would even get horny especially when hormones spike but even so I get that tired and uninterested feeling while I do it or after. I think it just makes my sex life difficult because I don’t really enjoy it as much but still get horny? My words are kinda scattering a bit cuz I’m not sure how to really put how I feel into words but I wonder if there’s anyone who also feels somewhat similar or know what this feeling is when it comes to sex

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People won't let this go, will they?
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This really annoys me.

I see reports of sex-related crimes - horrifying hetero acts having been committed. I see a society so focused on sex, the idea of "bedroom performance" (from stiffy drug ads), the purity culture folks crashing Grindr, wedding attire that looks like a strip club and a bottle of Clorox had a baby, and the utter bigotry of people who think their sexual behavior is the only valid choice.

But aces are the abnormal ones? Puh-leez.

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How people can actually enjoy genitals?

I used to think that it doesn’t happen irl honestly, only in fanfics and porn videos that were made just for people masturbating 😅 how u can actually enjoy touching and even licking reproductive organs of other person? For me it’s really dirty organs, u go to toilet with that and so on, that’s really gross. And I don’t even speak about ass (sorry haha) that’s really awful

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Does anyone go through different phases of alternating between high and low libido?

It’s been like this for me since middle school. Sometimes I can go a while without having sexual urges, or if I do have any, they’re relatively low and I’m able to resist them. Sometimes they’re unusually high and I can’t resist the urge to look at porn and/or jerk off, no matter what I do. It frustrates me to no end, because I have no intention of dating or having sex, and I’d be happy if I never felt these urges ever again. Anyone else relate?

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Do asexual people have crushes?

Like when you look at someone who matches your interests do you get a feeling of "i have to be with them" also a second question on top of that do you all ever feel the need to have physical touch like i don't mean simply "oh hugs are warm and nice" i mean like "if i don't get someone close to me to stick to me like glue I'm gonna collapse" sorry if these questions sound dumb I'm genuinely curious because i haven't met any asexual person before (or maybe i have but due to the certain phobias where I live I didn't know they were asexual) anyway genuinely curious about this and got other questions to.

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Please stop with the "how can people..." and "do people actually enjoy..." posts!

I wonder whether the admins here can clamp down on the endless stream of posts from people who post stuff like this? Does this sub really just exist to assure people that lots of people do, indeed, enjoy a variety of sexual acts? Are these people really so naive that they aren't aware of human sexual behaviour? Do we really need yet another thread in which we have a lot of people saying, "Yeah, that's pretty normal," and a lot of other people saying, "Ew, gross!"

I'm sex averse, myself, but I don't feel the need to go around making gagging noises because other people like sex.

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