Might be my delusion but I feel like Seonghwa checks on him while performing.

So get this, he was apologizing for not being able to dance and Seonghwa started chanting his name-

Might actually end it all over this, like I see this legit causing it.

Ugh distract me from the cruel fact that Ateez were بغل گوشم in Turkey and I couldn’t go.

Damn.

What a stupid fucking life I’m lowkey suicidal again. Here we fucking go.

I’ll be fine after I watch a movie or sth it’s fine.

Family actually.

Headache so bad I might legit cry from pain.

Good morning to Rustappen fans.

11 am and I’m already on my second coffee. I cannot financially afford these migraines.