LAMIA J
　she/they, 6TEEN, 13 Sept - virgo

BYI/BYS : i mostly talk about my random thought, like to share about my activity and my face. Often use harsword, capslock and jamet typ. I love interact with my moots and hype about my bias a lot.

DNI/DSI : Under 3teen, can't respect with each other, hate my favorite things, problematic person, ngabers/hyungers, likes to do spread hate, cyber bullying, racist, grammar police, religion phobic, use side & roleplay account and admin upsubs.

NOTE : If you feel uncomfy with me or my channel feel free to leave but make sure you have removed me from yours 'cause i'm not your fan.

The day he left was the day i realized. Love was too strong of a word to have used so soon. He loved what was on the outside, looks and beauty. Never what was deep inside, tearing me to pieces each and every night. Hadn't someone ever told him to never judge a book by its cover? Beauty is only an image. The day he left me, lost, in a puddle of tears, was the day i realized. He had never loved me the way i loved him. He could only love himself that much.

You need to stay. And you need to stay loudly. You're afraid of making bad choices but the truth is this: the tiniest actions will influence the course of the rest of your life and you cannot control it. So many factory play and part in you bring here today: a delayed train, an extra cup of tea, the number of seconds your parents took to cross the street. This is chaos theory. Sensitivity, Mathematics. You are here and every choice you have ever made has to led to right now, reading this; While you exist, every movement and moment matters. Those bad choice led you to the best days of your life, if you were to play it all in rewind. So let them go. Change will come, even if you're standing still. Butterflies will keep flapping their wings and causing hurricanes. So, make your choices and make then loud. Trust your gut, trust energy. And if you ceased to exist? Oh the Universe would notice, the mess that would make. The hearts that would break. So just stay, stay for bad choices, stay for great ones. Stay. Cause a few hurricanes.

You still dream about the people lost in your memory, fabricated by your nostalgia and romanticised by your broken heart.

let's play ball! let's go streaming! ❤️‍🔥

In a world of darkness. When you think that you're not good enough for others, tired of chasing people who run in front of you, feeling lonely and alone in the middle of town, feeling that no one loves you and loves you, you just need to focus on yourself. What do you want to do next, without having to listen to bad talk about you from anyone else. Start trying slowly to love yourself, that you're beautiful. You're pretty when you're confident, with what you got. Trying to be grateful in every situation without having to compare yourself with others, They say, "You're good enough the way you are, so be yourself, be beautiful." because the most adequate time is when you can be yourself, happy that you don't have to be anyone else in front of a lot of people. Proud to show your beauty to others. A clean heart makes your face reflect an overwhelming aura of beauty, always trying to think positive in any case, makes your side even more beautiful. Shining like a star in the sky. A star that shines when night falls, the sun sets and leaves the twilight. You have your own color. a color no one else has. That's why you should see yourself, that you're great, because you're the main character in your life. Find your own happiness and your own story, find the life you want without having to look at others, without having to imitate others. Because everything in the world finds its own place.

"How to fallin in love without getting hurt?"

"Don't."

Park jisung, you're not allowed to make me scream at midnight like this. I mean, he with rose, like pls marry me rn. He's the main charracter in this comeback and my life, he's INSANEEE.

Every night I talk to you, even if you can't hear me. I tell you constantly, over and over, how much I miss you and that for me, nothing has changed. I think about the days when we could say anything to each other. My heart is like a time capsule, it keeps safe the memory of you, I know it's harder when you gone than if you had never here at all. But I wouldn't miss it for the world and for you in a beautiful heaven.

feel free to unsubs, tapi aku ga bakal unsubs channel kalian cause i was really like seeing all of your interactions, so if i have free time i can take my time to see you again. thanks to being my mutuals and friends here. feel sorry for not replying ur message for few days and also sorry to tell this suddenly