Всё нормально для того, кому не всё равно, продолжать идти своим путём, только тот, кто уходит, не вернётся.

The situation is very sad

You try to explain what hurts you... You find yourself defending yourself instead of your feelings

I hate {failure} even though I am a failure at everything, even in my life. But I hesitate to do anything so that I don't fail, I don't know why. Even if I know how to do something, I never do it. I think of myself as a failure to the point where I can't do things, and maybe even some words. I know I am a failure and this is wrong, but I cannot escape from it. I don't want to fail at anything.
​For this reason, I developed {isolation/autism}, maybe I started to hate humans, no good human in my eyes deserves anything. All of them are liars and traitors and don't deserve anything. I hate humans because they are a disgusting thing in this world. I want to be alone, far away from everything, far from family and far from humans.
​I hate life entirely, what is the use of life? I spent my life between 4 walls, maybe a prison, but this prison became inside my mind. I cannot say what I am and what I feel, no one will understand. Everyone just mocks your words, you just have to laugh with them and continue the conversation with them.
​I want life to end soon, I don't want to see my children suffer from a crazy father like me. I feel madness in my mind, I cannot think well.

There's nothing good.

Some departures leave a silence that no noise can fill. You walked away, and with you went a part of everything. I miss the details, the presence, and the way things used to be. I wish you the absolute best on your path, even if my path had to continue without you. Some roads just aren't meant to cross twice, but the mark remains.

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