Everything is a lie, just keep going your way, don't care about anyone, everyone lies, even you and even I. I lie about everything, even the word 'I'm fine', even the word 'I'm tired', and even to myself. I don't know who I am and I don't know who you are. I only know that I don't want to lose some people, and I know I am a bad person. I know you are a liar and I am just using your presence to waste my time. I am a person who doesn't care about life, I just want to enjoy some time until I die and everything ends. All of you are temporary people who don't deserve the truth, you all just love to lie.

Everything feels fake and full of lies; sometimes I even lie to myself, saying I'm fine or saying I'm tired while I don't even know who I am or care what's going on. I'm not here to give advice to anyone and I don't want any advice, I'm just someone holding onto a few people till the end despite knowing I'm the bad one, and it doesn't matter if this world is temporary or a lie, I don't care about life except to pass some time my own way until everything ends.