​I am lost, I don't know what to do and what is going to happen. I don't know what is going on around me. I want to disappear from the world, but I want to form relationships. I don't know why, am I okay or not?

I love some people, but I don't know if my love is good or not, if I am hurting them or not, if I am a good person or not. I know I love them, but my love forces them to give up certain things, and this makes me sad, and I don't know what to do.

I love them sincerely, and I do not want to leave anyone I love, and I do not know what to do. Maybe in a moment of anger, I do something wrong. I try to hide all my problems, but I feel like I am a problem in their lives. Sometimes I want to leave, but it is very difficult because I love them

But it didn't work, sometimes moments ruin everything, specifically when my nerves flare up. I don't know what to do and I start ruining everything, and maybe I end everything just so I can calm down and forget everything. I am a bad person, I am the cause of everyone's problems