I was just exploring my college, its facilities, and found that :)

What Im doing at 1am:

Btw, I loved this redesign ✨

What are your plans for autumn?

Lets talk a bit :)

Ахахахах, школьная система просто издевается надо мной.

Зачем 12 летняя система после того как я уже закончила? Мне надо было раньше....

Like... What....??
What the h... is that?!! ☠

Finally rain 🌧💃

Random thought just hit me at 3am :)

I once saw a post like "Everyone has boring hobbies now like music and so on. Mine is unusual…"

Now Im thinking, first of all, since when can a hobby be "boring"? Its literally smth you looove, smth you live with! And music... booring?? Like.. hoow?! Ive looved music since I was a kid. Its a flood of feelings. Sit at the piano, play a heavy piece, and u can end up sobbing, without a siiingle woord. Just the notes...

Я чет голодная и одновременно не хочу есть 🤣

People kept telling me Id fall into depression once I take a gap year... and honestly I think its kinda starting XD

For a lot of girls it happens because of family pressure like if you didnt get into uni right away then go get married. Luckily my parents r not like that at all. They dont push me or force me to study one year in Uzbekistan "just not to waste time". And in general, they support me in any situation, in any decision I make. Love them!❤️ So its not about them. It is me. Ig Im the one overthinking cuz my peers r already in uni living that student life while I am here feeling like an outcast on this planet🥲 Even though Ive been working for several years already, but at the same time still have plans to study in uni

But maybeee Im just tripping a bit. Btw, I did get into college (not bachelor) and I'll leave this winter, hopefully. Till then I'll just work save money and prepare, I think. But yes, I'll finish my bachelor later than my peers because of A Levels and all that. But honestly who cares ahahaha. Later earlier it doesnt really change anything in the long run))

And btw, all my peers keep asking me where did you get in and I just say nowhere)

They look at me like Im kinda loser

my TODO comments in the project, if Im the only developer in it xD

People I barely know or people I only have professional relationships with often send me their requests in voice messages. I even wrote a note asking not to send them. Then they get surprised that I take so long to respond. Yes, its true, bcuz I just feel uncomfortable listening to voice messages


But I really enjoy listening to the voice messages of my friends and loved ones. I have a friend who sends very long voice messages and I actually love listening to them because she is my close person))