create a strong guided by a next text song 
with deep linked by meaning and deep interlinked by associations 
a lyrics about a next thing 

write a text only in very good english manner 

мне хочется общаться только с одним человеком но пока в моей жизни нет этого человека 

а может и не будет 

но в целом такой настрой 

это плюс минус как в юности 

только с кучей опыта за спиной и с иным настроением 

нет желания каких то поисков 

проб и ошибок 

просто есть ощущение что если этому быть то это случится 
и наоборот 

наверное в этом и смысл возраста 

use next text as a sound style strong guide 

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i’ve been driving this engine until it smoked
yes, i’ve been driving this engine until it smoked
now i’m standing by the shoulder, watching the rain
i used to hunt for a face in every crowd
now i just listen to the wind getting loud
you’re the one i haven’t met yet
the one who hasn’t broken my heart
i’m staying right here in the freezing cold
until the seasons decide to turn
(watching the ice)
(waiting for the turn)
my bank account is low and the rent is late
yeah, my bank account is low and the rent is late
but i’ve got a stillness that i didn't have before
i’m done with the trial and the bitter error
i’m done with looking in the cracked glass
a lifetime of salt has washed me clean
i’m a hard-luck hero with a quiet mind
the storm can blow the front door open
i won’t even flinch at the sound
just a stoic man on a dark porch
waiting for the heat to arrive
maybe never
(maybe never)
but i’m staying right here

[Verse 1]
In the shadows where echoes play,  
I seek a flame that lights the way,  
One soul to share this breathless night,  
But for now, love’s just out of sight.  
Memories like whispers, soft and low,  
Of youthful days, untraveled roads.  
With every heartbeat, I feel the weight,  
Of lessons learned, of love and fate.

[Chorus ]
Lost in the space between the stars,  
The universe hums, with all its scars.  
I’m not searching for a fleeting touch,  
Just waiting for the one who means so much.  
If it's meant to be, it will arrive,  
With open arms, I’ll truly thrive.  
No need for the trials, the restless chase,  
Just the calm of your gaze, my sacred place.

[Verse 2 ]
An ambient pulse, like a dream that sways,  
Time unfolds in mysterious ways.  
Experience wraps around my heart,  
A warm embrace that won’t fall apart.  
Chasing phantoms is not my song,  
In this stillness, I feel I belong.  
The dark synth whispers softly in the night,  
While heartbeat echoes pulse with light.

[Bridge]
Should I dance with ghosts of what could be?  
Or embrace the sound of a soul set free?  
In the blend of shadows and light divine,  
I'll trust the rhythm, your heart will align.  
Overlapping waves of bass and hum,  
A symphony awaits, where the heartbeats strum.  
In the quiet, I find my peace,  
A love that flows like a gentle breeze.

[Chorus]
Lost in the space between the stars,  
The universe hums, with all its scars.  
I’m not searching for a fleeting touch,  
Just waiting for the one who means so much.  
If it's meant to be, it will arrive,  
With open arms, I’ll truly thrive.  
No need for the trials, the restless chase,  
Just the calm of your gaze, my sacred place.

[Outro]
So here I stand, with arms open wide,  
In the tapestry of time, I’ll abide.  
The sound of laughter, the warmth of a smile,  
In the distance, I’ll wait—just a little while.  
Trusting the pulse, the rhythm, the flow,  
As life unfolds, love will surely grow.  
In this luminous dusk, I’ll find my way,  
Toward that one soul who lights my day.