My 50th Birthday Wish

I have gone 50 times around the Sun! That's incredible to me! So much of the time, didn't know if I was going to make it. So many times, honestly, I didn't want to make it.

But I survived.

Thank you to good people, friends, family, and therapy.

Through all these fifty years I have struggled mightily with feeling loved and cared about. As a non-man person who is a Black descendant of enslaved people, also queer and neurodivergent, I identify with many groups of people who have experienced hate, oppression, subjugation, mistreatment, disgust, and disregard. It took me a while (my whole life this far plus almost 11 months of weekly therapy) to come to terms with the fact that I am smack in the intersection of the human chaos of inhumanity. And that because I can relate, I can say something. I can do something.

And 50 feels like the right time to do it.

I lost my house during the pandemic. I'm not gonna say it was shady (Walsenburgers, IYKYK), but as a veteran, (shafted by a change in the GI Bill) traumatized by the things that happened in my life in the past, from before me and in my DNA to now, I need this world to NOT BE the kind of place to let any person be without a home. But also, I paid for mine in full.

Anyway, it's gone. And I can relate to those who have lost heir homes. I still tear up (I miss the books I couldn't keep 🥹). Loss is a huge part of being alive.

Because I can relate to being so sad and sick and depressed oh so lonely much of the time and rendered mute and paralyzed with fear about saying or doing anything that would shake my peace. Because "what's the use?🙄 The world is just shit anyway," they say in a bored tone. It makes me sicker when people want to just accept "that's just the way things are.🙄" And they scoff when I mention that I believe Peace is possible.

Sick but alive in spite of it all, I am hopeful for the future. And it's time to get to work!

For the past 8 years or so, I have been making a lot of notes on how things could be better for ALL people when people who are suffering and in need — children and young people and disabled people — have their needs met and are WELL.

I left teaching because of some of the things I've seen, how children are treated and mistreated. How can we still not know that children are the future?! (Yes, sing the song in your head!)!

I have had a vision of something more focused on total wellness and humanity with purpose and joy.

I have started a channel on Telegram. It will contain my dreams, my vision, my notes, my art, and it is totally interactive.

***MY WISH is that you will check it out, talk with me there about it, and share widely with people you think may be interested in any of the projects and art.

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My 50s will be about turning dreams into reality. I would love for you all to be a part of these happenings 😃
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If you're interested in my birthday list of tangible items, even just to see what I'm into, here it is: amazon.com/hz/wishlist/dl/invite/akb049x?ref_=wl_share

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My 50th Birthday Wish:

"I have had a vision of something more focused on total wellness and humanity with purpose and joy.
I have started a channel on Telegram. It will contain my dreams, my vision, my notes, my art, and it is totally interactive.
MY WISH is that you will check it out, talk with me there about it, and share widely with people you think may be interested in any of the projects and art."

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