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We are as much flowers as we are stars.

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Hot flashes and goosebumps at once is a hella weird feeling. Honestly, my temperature has never been able to stabilize properly but this is...laughable. never stood a chance!

Slowed down again cuz even though I have healed a lot, new shit was uncovered. And I have to readjust as I figure out what's online for each day.

Yes, it gets better. Also, worse, somehow.

Few days without gaba, though, which I was expecting but not knowing what to expect from. Not as painful as expected yet, but very very wobbly and can't speak to save my life... I don't think I ever really went in detail about the stuttering, both in my thoughts, and in speech...I never thought about why they happened and didn't fully recognize that's not normal. I didn't realize what it meant before this week, really.

But now I get to study it up close.

Will have my gaba early next week. I'm technically fine, just several new levels of useless for a bit. Thankfully, though it's the source of the hot flashes, the Ori keeps enough of the endo at bay for maybe less than 50% of my body to be inflamed at any given moment.

Oh, well there it is. I've been walking around on fire all my life. Time to stop, drop, and roll. Anyway, so ac is up and on so I don't shrivel up and die.

This isn't addressed to anyone in particular; it, like most of my posts, is just a note. (Everything's on random)

Music is my only constant.

#cuilmusings #accessibilityisarequirement

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Fight. Flight.

I'm the guy who chose freak.

#survivor #cuilmusings

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