CRAVING HEART
...If she looks at you with teary eyes
and a smile graced on her lips, just hold her hand and don't be surprised when she holds it tight right back.
Delve in that ocean of unbounded love and let the beats of your heart touch the sky.
Envelope her scars like a treasure and
let her silence answer all your 'Why's.
#LoudThoughts
...If she looks at you with teary eyes
and a smile graced on her lips, just hold her hand and don't be surprised when she holds it tight right back.
Delve in that ocean of unbounded love and let the beats of your heart touch the sky.
Envelope her scars like a treasure and
let her silence answer all your 'Why's.
#LoudThoughts
SEASONS GREETINGS
Is that your father, smiling at you; working harder?
Is that your mother, who never wanted to see you suffer?
Is that a friend, who stands by you till the very end?
Is that your sibling, always around; sometimes troubling?
Is that your soulmate, bound together by fate?
Whose name rings in your mind first?
A truecaller of love or one of a kind?
Is that your father, smiling at you; working harder?
Is that your mother, who never wanted to see you suffer?
Is that a friend, who stands by you till the very end?
Is that your sibling, always around; sometimes troubling?
Is that your soulmate, bound together by fate?
Whose name rings in your mind first?
A truecaller of love or one of a kind?
TALES IN FAIRY
How can I forget about him if he's all I think about.
How can I smile at someone else when his smile haunts me day and night.
How can I move on when my eyes still search for him in a crowded rooms.
How can I not love him when he's perfect in all my dreams.
- Nishu
How can I forget about him if he's all I think about.
How can I smile at someone else when his smile haunts me day and night.
How can I move on when my eyes still search for him in a crowded rooms.
How can I not love him when he's perfect in all my dreams.
- Nishu
Pages of My Soul is a heartfelt anthology of short stories inspired by diary entries that explore the profound complexities of love, heartbreak, and self-discovery. Each story captures the essence of human connections, from the euphoric highs of new romance to the painful lows of betrayal and loss, offering a deeply emotional and relatable journey. These reflections delve into the raw and unfiltered emotions, highlighting the power of resilience and the beauty of transforming pain into personal growth. Perfect for those who have loved, lost, or dared to begin again, this collection invites 'you' to find hope and strength in life’s bittersweet moments. Pages of My Soul is more than a collection of stories—it’s a journey into the heart, a celebration of life’s lessons, and a reminder that even in darkness, there is light to be found within the tunnel's end.
FOREVER TILL INFINITY!
Forever is a naked thought in a room full of eyes where they all lie in absence of disguise, therefore I'd simply not be able to breathe bearing them stare.
Forever is my heart to sunk deep under your arms, the security is all mine to remain as if you are the wave to my ocean, why wouldn't I drain?
Forever is the given roses full of thrones that I preserve till they dry, the bloom plagued us fearing what if I'm not yours to deserve.
Forever is the screaming silence in layers of reality that ought to be said, you'll be my truth but I'll be your lie just like every other love to be one side.
Forever is... You knowing you're the one I'd die for, but still you still lip I love you more.
Forever is always me being the one for you!
Forever is a naked thought in a room full of eyes where they all lie in absence of disguise, therefore I'd simply not be able to breathe bearing them stare.
Forever is my heart to sunk deep under your arms, the security is all mine to remain as if you are the wave to my ocean, why wouldn't I drain?
Forever is the given roses full of thrones that I preserve till they dry, the bloom plagued us fearing what if I'm not yours to deserve.
Forever is the screaming silence in layers of reality that ought to be said, you'll be my truth but I'll be your lie just like every other love to be one side.
Forever is... You knowing you're the one I'd die for, but still you still lip I love you more.
Forever is always me being the one for you!
IS SHE CRYING?
If she’s not crying for you, she doesn’t give a single fuck - Women don’t play it cool when they’re emotionally invested. If she’s not out here dabbing her eyes with tissues like it’s an Oscar-winning drama, that’s your sign, she’s just not that into you.
Women show love through crying - Those tears are basically her love language. It’s like a “relationship rain check” that says, “I care about you so much, I’m ruining my makeup for this.”
On the other hand, men show love through anger - They're not in the corner weeping to sad music, they're throwing stuff, punching the air - Anger for men is just emotional crying, but with fewer tissues and more broken remote controls.
So if she’s out here, cool and calm, not a single tear in sight while you’re contemplating and writing poetry in a dark room—yeah, she’s over it.
But if she’s crying? That’s your green light—she’s still in the game, and when a guy’s mad, pacing around like he’s ready to challenge a wall to a fistfight, that’s just his way of saying, “I love you, but also, why do you make me feel things?”
Bottom line? Tears mean you still matter, anger means you’re still in the picture. But if she’s smiling and chilling while you’re in emotional chaos? Well, you’ve officially been ghosted—emotionally!
#Silent_Thoughts_Aloud
If she’s not crying for you, she doesn’t give a single fuck - Women don’t play it cool when they’re emotionally invested. If she’s not out here dabbing her eyes with tissues like it’s an Oscar-winning drama, that’s your sign, she’s just not that into you.
Women show love through crying - Those tears are basically her love language. It’s like a “relationship rain check” that says, “I care about you so much, I’m ruining my makeup for this.”
On the other hand, men show love through anger - They're not in the corner weeping to sad music, they're throwing stuff, punching the air - Anger for men is just emotional crying, but with fewer tissues and more broken remote controls.
So if she’s out here, cool and calm, not a single tear in sight while you’re contemplating and writing poetry in a dark room—yeah, she’s over it.
But if she’s crying? That’s your green light—she’s still in the game, and when a guy’s mad, pacing around like he’s ready to challenge a wall to a fistfight, that’s just his way of saying, “I love you, but also, why do you make me feel things?”
Bottom line? Tears mean you still matter, anger means you’re still in the picture. But if she’s smiling and chilling while you’re in emotional chaos? Well, you’ve officially been ghosted—emotionally!
#Silent_Thoughts_Aloud
LIKE AN OCEAN'S PEAK
You are unpredictable like the ocean
But I do not fear drowning in your wave of emotions, When you open up, I hold my breath and dive in, Allowing my skin to get drenched in your power.
After my body soaks, I yearn for more,
I’m not the best swimmer,
But your waves carry me to the shore,
Others fear getting consumed by your massive waves - Not me!
I admire your intensity,
I’m allured by your mystery,
And I will always choose to swim,
Knowing you would never let me drown.
You are unpredictable like the ocean
But I do not fear drowning in your wave of emotions, When you open up, I hold my breath and dive in, Allowing my skin to get drenched in your power.
After my body soaks, I yearn for more,
I’m not the best swimmer,
But your waves carry me to the shore,
Others fear getting consumed by your massive waves - Not me!
I admire your intensity,
I’m allured by your mystery,
And I will always choose to swim,
Knowing you would never let me drown.
ONE NIGHT STAND - THE STRIPPER
"....Tipsy, either from the alcohol she drank or from the smoke filled and choked club". With bodies slinging together, inducing heat - The AC is in perfect condition but the body drip sweat says otherwise.
She stumbled on her high heels but continued on with the fake swagger, drunk out of her mind with a naughty mission written all over her face - Her mind was already targeting the next victim for her sex escapades, "Just a night to stay afloat on the edges of her emotions".
One night! No last names. No details. All dirty promises and naughty deeds; To throw her off the edges, she floats - That's her euphoria.
"....Tipsy, either from the alcohol she drank or from the smoke filled and choked club". With bodies slinging together, inducing heat - The AC is in perfect condition but the body drip sweat says otherwise.
She stumbled on her high heels but continued on with the fake swagger, drunk out of her mind with a naughty mission written all over her face - Her mind was already targeting the next victim for her sex escapades, "Just a night to stay afloat on the edges of her emotions".
One night! No last names. No details. All dirty promises and naughty deeds; To throw her off the edges, she floats - That's her euphoria.
MEMORIES NEVER FADE
Once, love was easy and pure,
Two hearts beating as one, always sure. But now, it hangs by a fragile thread,
A love that's fading, no longer red.
They've lost the laughter that used to fill their days, The words they say now, just fade away. They've grown apart, it's plain to see, and the future of their love, it's starting to be.
But still, they hold on to what they once had, to the memories, good and bad. They remember the passion, the warmth, the embrace, and the moments that time can never erase.
They know they should let go, let love set them free, but their hearts just won't let it be. For deep down inside, they still see the light - The promise of love, shining so bright.
They hope that someday, they'll find their way, back to the love that brightened their day. They'll fight for it, now and evermore, for they know that love is worth fighting for.
So they stand in limbo, between love and goodbye, hoping that someday, they'll reach the sky.
And though their love may be fragile and lean, they'll hold on, for love is all they need.
Once, love was easy and pure,
Two hearts beating as one, always sure. But now, it hangs by a fragile thread,
A love that's fading, no longer red.
They've lost the laughter that used to fill their days, The words they say now, just fade away. They've grown apart, it's plain to see, and the future of their love, it's starting to be.
But still, they hold on to what they once had, to the memories, good and bad. They remember the passion, the warmth, the embrace, and the moments that time can never erase.
They know they should let go, let love set them free, but their hearts just won't let it be. For deep down inside, they still see the light - The promise of love, shining so bright.
They hope that someday, they'll find their way, back to the love that brightened their day. They'll fight for it, now and evermore, for they know that love is worth fighting for.
So they stand in limbo, between love and goodbye, hoping that someday, they'll reach the sky.
And though their love may be fragile and lean, they'll hold on, for love is all they need.
NO ONE!
Sunsets for me are just like you,
Your shine can fade away,
And colors be gone,
But I'll still be loving you.
Like the sunsets,
I love the way you are,
And just like the sunsets,
I can only love you from afar.
Sunsets for me are just like you,
Your shine can fade away,
And colors be gone,
But I'll still be loving you.
Like the sunsets,
I love the way you are,
And just like the sunsets,
I can only love you from afar.
SOULFUL THOUGHTS
Together, we will create a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glasses, no holes punched into the walls so hard that the foundation rocks and cracks, our home will be gentle, it will be warm.
I will keep you safe and you will keep me still - No fear, no hurt, no worry - We come from broken and twisted places, but together we'll build something whole and safe.
We will curl around each other like a pair of quotation marks at night, warm and comforted.
In the mornings, you'll sing in the shower again, we will heal and raise a family that doesn't need to heal.
Together, we will create a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glasses, no holes punched into the walls so hard that the foundation rocks and cracks, our home will be gentle, it will be warm.
I will keep you safe and you will keep me still - No fear, no hurt, no worry - We come from broken and twisted places, but together we'll build something whole and safe.
We will curl around each other like a pair of quotation marks at night, warm and comforted.
In the mornings, you'll sing in the shower again, we will heal and raise a family that doesn't need to heal.
A LOST LOVE – MEMORIES OF THE PAST
The moonlit night was haunting, reminding me of our lost love - No laughter, just painful void, I wander alone, lonely and destroyed.
Memories of your smile fade, as darkness engulfed the shade - Tears fell like raindrops, in the silence, my heart stops.
Your voice echoes in my mind, the warmth I can never find - Lost in this endless despair, I am longing for you to be here.
Each heartbeat aches with longing, for the love that once was strong - The night whispers your name, filling my soul with shame.
I search for you in the dark, but you're gone, leaving a mark - The cold seeps into my bones, aching for you, I'm alone.
In the embers of our love's fire, I find solace, but only mire - In the depths of my agony, I cry out for our lost destiny.
The moonlit night was haunting, reminding me of our lost love - No laughter, just painful void, I wander alone, lonely and destroyed.
Memories of your smile fade, as darkness engulfed the shade - Tears fell like raindrops, in the silence, my heart stops.
Your voice echoes in my mind, the warmth I can never find - Lost in this endless despair, I am longing for you to be here.
Each heartbeat aches with longing, for the love that once was strong - The night whispers your name, filling my soul with shame.
I search for you in the dark, but you're gone, leaving a mark - The cold seeps into my bones, aching for you, I'm alone.
In the embers of our love's fire, I find solace, but only mire - In the depths of my agony, I cry out for our lost destiny.
MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR!
Softly, my fingers trace the laces of my G-string, sweetness lingering like a forbidden treat. I slide the thin fabric aside - an unspoken invitation. Come taste the craving melting beneath.
I’ve been wicked... and I know you have too. So tonight, let’s surrender to our shared mischief - be each other’s sweet punishment, tangled in heat, wrapped in yearning.
I ache for you - your scent, your taste, your hunger. My lips part in longing, my body humming as I stand before you. You bend slowly, revealing the pulsing heat of your desire.
The air is thick with tension. Between your thighs, a sweet, intoxicating aroma rises, driving me to the brink. Desire drips like honey across your skin, and I can’t resist tasting every drop.
I explore every inch - sometimes with my lips, sometimes with teasing toys. Sighs echo. Shivers follow. Our midnight escape unfolds in a symphony of pleasure.
Your moans grow louder, guiding me to the soft, secret places that crave more. We move in rhythm - wet heat, wild want. I kiss the nectar that glistens like dew on silk.
In this hidden world, we surrender - to touch, to taste, to trembling thighs and whispered names. Your nipples ache beneath my playful bite. Your body becomes art - glowing, gasping, alive.
Chrome toys shimmer in candlelight, gliding to the rhythm of our breath. And in this storm of passion, we lose ourselves - completely, beautifully, shamelessly - in the silken heat of velvet desire.
Softly, my fingers trace the laces of my G-string, sweetness lingering like a forbidden treat. I slide the thin fabric aside - an unspoken invitation. Come taste the craving melting beneath.
I’ve been wicked... and I know you have too. So tonight, let’s surrender to our shared mischief - be each other’s sweet punishment, tangled in heat, wrapped in yearning.
I ache for you - your scent, your taste, your hunger. My lips part in longing, my body humming as I stand before you. You bend slowly, revealing the pulsing heat of your desire.
The air is thick with tension. Between your thighs, a sweet, intoxicating aroma rises, driving me to the brink. Desire drips like honey across your skin, and I can’t resist tasting every drop.
I explore every inch - sometimes with my lips, sometimes with teasing toys. Sighs echo. Shivers follow. Our midnight escape unfolds in a symphony of pleasure.
Your moans grow louder, guiding me to the soft, secret places that crave more. We move in rhythm - wet heat, wild want. I kiss the nectar that glistens like dew on silk.
In this hidden world, we surrender - to touch, to taste, to trembling thighs and whispered names. Your nipples ache beneath my playful bite. Your body becomes art - glowing, gasping, alive.
Chrome toys shimmer in candlelight, gliding to the rhythm of our breath. And in this storm of passion, we lose ourselves - completely, beautifully, shamelessly - in the silken heat of velvet desire.
WHERE YOU END, I BEGIN!
When I cough, do you feel the pain in your chest? Do you view the same channel I tune at midday?
How often do you imagine saying my name with that of our kids? I wonder if you miss me on days we didn't get to watch the sunset together.
Are you not the perfect twin to my soul? Whenever I fall, do you have injuries on your knees too?
I wonder if you wake up everyday, excited that I'm forever yours, if you always see the shiny midnight moon with my star face next to it?
When I cough, do you feel the pain in your chest? Do you view the same channel I tune at midday?
How often do you imagine saying my name with that of our kids? I wonder if you miss me on days we didn't get to watch the sunset together.
Are you not the perfect twin to my soul? Whenever I fall, do you have injuries on your knees too?
I wonder if you wake up everyday, excited that I'm forever yours, if you always see the shiny midnight moon with my star face next to it?
IT WAS MEANT TO BE BROKEN
Mostly, I keep you buried in a box, hidden within the deepest layers of my heart.
But sometimes, when I find myself alone at the window, scrutinizing the falling raindrops, and at that moment the world stills - It’s just me, the zephyr of your memories, and the tranquility of the atmosphere.
And at that surreal moment, I allow myself to silently flip through the tear-stained and candy-sweetened chapters of our melancholic past.
In some pages, I simply give myself space to reminisce about those days; and in some, I go back to moments when my heart felt like it was only yours to hold - Before the weight of abandonment crushed it, like plucked flowers stepped on by heavy shoes.
In some pages, I allow myself a moment to relive a love that touched too briefly - Amidst a pain that lasts too steadily, and a forever that ended too suddenly.
And at last, it ended - A half-written story, finished without an ending, leaving me with just a box full of the zephyr of your memories.
Mostly, I keep you buried in a box, hidden within the deepest layers of my heart.
But sometimes, when I find myself alone at the window, scrutinizing the falling raindrops, and at that moment the world stills - It’s just me, the zephyr of your memories, and the tranquility of the atmosphere.
And at that surreal moment, I allow myself to silently flip through the tear-stained and candy-sweetened chapters of our melancholic past.
In some pages, I simply give myself space to reminisce about those days; and in some, I go back to moments when my heart felt like it was only yours to hold - Before the weight of abandonment crushed it, like plucked flowers stepped on by heavy shoes.
In some pages, I allow myself a moment to relive a love that touched too briefly - Amidst a pain that lasts too steadily, and a forever that ended too suddenly.
And at last, it ended - A half-written story, finished without an ending, leaving me with just a box full of the zephyr of your memories.
DEAD END!
I said goodbye to you - To shield my soul from the quiet poison of your presence.
I said goodbye to you - To stop my heart from building castles of expectation upon your silence.
I said goodbye to you - To remind you that my friendship was a grace, not a given.
I said goodbye to you - So you could finally feel the weight of my worth.
I said goodbye to you - Not in anger, but in awakening.
For now, you will know - You’ve lost me, forever.
- Reema Faarath
I said goodbye to you - To shield my soul from the quiet poison of your presence.
I said goodbye to you - To stop my heart from building castles of expectation upon your silence.
I said goodbye to you - To remind you that my friendship was a grace, not a given.
I said goodbye to you - So you could finally feel the weight of my worth.
I said goodbye to you - Not in anger, but in awakening.
For now, you will know - You’ve lost me, forever.
- Reema Faarath
UNFOLDED WORDS
She's a mirror with a cracked surface, reflecting only what she wants you to see, but underneath the facade, she hides a web of lies that she spins to deceive.
And though she accuses you of falsehoods, it's her own reflection that's distorted and untrue.
#WhisperingWordsmith
She's a mirror with a cracked surface, reflecting only what she wants you to see, but underneath the facade, she hides a web of lies that she spins to deceive.
And though she accuses you of falsehoods, it's her own reflection that's distorted and untrue.
#WhisperingWordsmith
ELSEWHERE
Let's go somewhere where it's
just me and you.
Where the only set of eyes to
rake your body are mine.
And the only set of hands to
caress mine is yours.
Let's go somewhere where
our madness is unbound.
Unleash your demons for me to
see and I'll show you mine.
Tell me you want to leave with
me, tell me you don't want to
be found.
Let's go somewhere where it's
just me and you.
Where the only set of eyes to
rake your body are mine.
And the only set of hands to
caress mine is yours.
Let's go somewhere where
our madness is unbound.
Unleash your demons for me to
see and I'll show you mine.
Tell me you want to leave with
me, tell me you don't want to
be found.
RADIANT!
Cast roses at her feet for she’s a Queen.
The birds saw her and wished that they could sing.
Beauty beyond borders,
For no one could reproach her.
Her smile carried a glow that gave strength to the trees and flowers.
Her words bore a tune soothing to a heavy heart.
The warmth of her embrace could melt away resentment.
Her demeanor carried grace,
And in her presence joy was ever present.
Lavished by the love of nature,
Or she had a loving nature.
A true wonder of creation,
A blessing on the earth.
But like a shooting Star,
She was, only for a moment.
And like the morning-dew,
Eventually she faded.
Cast roses at her feet for she’s a Queen.
The birds saw her and wished that they could sing.
Beauty beyond borders,
For no one could reproach her.
Her smile carried a glow that gave strength to the trees and flowers.
Her words bore a tune soothing to a heavy heart.
The warmth of her embrace could melt away resentment.
Her demeanor carried grace,
And in her presence joy was ever present.
Lavished by the love of nature,
Or she had a loving nature.
A true wonder of creation,
A blessing on the earth.
But like a shooting Star,
She was, only for a moment.
And like the morning-dew,
Eventually she faded.
If You Want to Understand Life, Visit 3 Places
1. Hospital
Here, you’ll see rich men begging for one more breath - Dreams, cars, and money suddenly lose their meaning.
When your lungs fail, nothing else matters - Health isn’t everything, but without it, everything else becomes nothing.
2. Prison
Here, you’ll see how one bad decision can steal a lifetime - A drunk drive, a moment of anger and desperate shortcut.
They would give anything to go back just 5 minutes, but time never rewinds.
3. Cemetery
Here lies the final truth, the powerful and the powerless rest side by side - No titles, no wealth and no status.
Only two things remain - The memories you created and the regrets you carried.
#Silent_Thoughts_Aloud
1. Hospital
Here, you’ll see rich men begging for one more breath - Dreams, cars, and money suddenly lose their meaning.
When your lungs fail, nothing else matters - Health isn’t everything, but without it, everything else becomes nothing.
2. Prison
Here, you’ll see how one bad decision can steal a lifetime - A drunk drive, a moment of anger and desperate shortcut.
They would give anything to go back just 5 minutes, but time never rewinds.
3. Cemetery
Here lies the final truth, the powerful and the powerless rest side by side - No titles, no wealth and no status.
Only two things remain - The memories you created and the regrets you carried.
#Silent_Thoughts_Aloud