I really want to like bone marrow but dear god I can't get over it yet

Brewing something wicked

This is happening to me tomorrow

what is bro talking about 😭

I was right 😭

Good news: I figured out how to do this thing in C that had been fucking with me for a while
Bad news: I am a completely fucking retarded, -110 IQ specimen because this was easy as shit and shouldn't have taken me so long

int regexlist_remove(struct regexlist **rl, const char *pattern) {
    // Search the list linearly for the desired node, reset if the node can't be found
    struct regexlist * const start = *rl;
    for(; *rl != NULL; *rl = (*rl)->next) {
        if(strcmp((*rl)->pattern, pattern) == 0)
            break;
    }
    if(*rl == NULL) {
        *rl = start;
        return -1;
    }
    
    ...
}

you just need to tie your sense of self-worth to made-up bullshit. for example I imagine that a girl likes me and I feel satisfied as a result