She told me I should bless the pills before I swallowed them, and give gratitude to them because they were saving my life.
Only they weren’t, they were, in fact causing me much more pain and confusion and trauma on top of the trauma I’d already experienced. And this mental health expert, this PhD level psychologist told me I needed to accept that I would need them for the rest of my life, and that fighting against them was only causing me, my children and my family more pain and was causing my marriage to fail. My family, the most important thing to me in my life was failing, because i couldn’t accept I had mental illness and do what was required of me to manage it.
She knew about the multiple infidelities in my marriage and she also knew about the physical and emotional abuse, but not once, not one time did she ever say to me you have C-PTSD, not one time in the twenty years I saw her on and off. And unfortunately I had no clue, not one, that I had it. I had no concept, I just knew there were serious shadows of pain that seemed to follow me everywhere, lurking around every corner.
I used to think she was evil, and now I realize she’s indoctrinated, just like I was.
She’s under the delusion that psychiatric pills, with zero peer reviewed studies showing they work long term can somehow help with a brain that’s had to rewire itself in order to cope and survive, and that somehow a pill, would balm the nasty gashes I had all over me from the trauma I had endured.
I talk to people almost daily who suffered or are suffering under this “cure,” this insane way to approach trauma that is cutting deep into them, inflicting more wounds onto their already hammered souls, and we somehow have been convinced that these pills are necessary, when they’re not.
How can they help heal a heart that’s been broken? How can they help tend to the grief one needs to feel to heal? How can they help you stare loss in the face and accept it?
They’re truly just a legalized weapon to check out of the pain you need to process in order to heal, and our culture is brainwashed to think they are part of the cure, when overall they are very much part of the problem.
Only they weren’t, they were, in fact causing me much more pain and confusion and trauma on top of the trauma I’d already experienced. And this mental health expert, this PhD level psychologist told me I needed to accept that I would need them for the rest of my life, and that fighting against them was only causing me, my children and my family more pain and was causing my marriage to fail. My family, the most important thing to me in my life was failing, because i couldn’t accept I had mental illness and do what was required of me to manage it.
She knew about the multiple infidelities in my marriage and she also knew about the physical and emotional abuse, but not once, not one time did she ever say to me you have C-PTSD, not one time in the twenty years I saw her on and off. And unfortunately I had no clue, not one, that I had it. I had no concept, I just knew there were serious shadows of pain that seemed to follow me everywhere, lurking around every corner.
I used to think she was evil, and now I realize she’s indoctrinated, just like I was.
She’s under the delusion that psychiatric pills, with zero peer reviewed studies showing they work long term can somehow help with a brain that’s had to rewire itself in order to cope and survive, and that somehow a pill, would balm the nasty gashes I had all over me from the trauma I had endured.
I talk to people almost daily who suffered or are suffering under this “cure,” this insane way to approach trauma that is cutting deep into them, inflicting more wounds onto their already hammered souls, and we somehow have been convinced that these pills are necessary, when they’re not.
How can they help heal a heart that’s been broken? How can they help tend to the grief one needs to feel to heal? How can they help you stare loss in the face and accept it?
They’re truly just a legalized weapon to check out of the pain you need to process in order to heal, and our culture is brainwashed to think they are part of the cure, when overall they are very much part of the problem.
Or take a sociology class, or a narcissistic abuse class, or do independent research and study CIA and KGB tactics used to manipulate enemies.
Psychological operation (PSYOP): n.
An operation to convey selected information and indicators to audiences to influence their emotions, motives, and objective reasoning, and ultimately the behavior of governments, organizations, groups, and individuals.
We are all under a large psychological operation that behavioral psychologists study and write about, it’s just that many aren’t aware of it and have bought into the operation, thus their consciousness and their awareness is suppressed.
They are below the veil of consciousness.
But you reading this are probably above the veil, sitting on the side of the shore watching your friends, parents or loved ones thrash about in the water, drowning in water that’s only 2 feet deep, that they could easily stand up in but they’ve been made to believe the water’s 30 feet deep and that they’re going to die.
You sit, bemused at them, because you can clearly see the bottom of the water and wonder why they just don’t stand up. They are in terror, and you can do nothing to help them.
You see, that’s what psychopaths do, they manipulate your view of reality to conform to their agendas. They can make vulnerable or wounded people believe they are Jesus Christ or that the end of the world is coming, or that people need to drink a special Kool Aid or kill others to save themselves. They can make people believe a cloth piece full of holes will help stop a virus whose parts are way smaller than those holes, that a virus somehow mutated from a bat into humans when exercises and simulations were being run on a scenario months before. The human brain runs very deep, and they know the corners and crevices to go into to manipulate it.
And luckily, you haven’t fallen for it. That water is only two feet deep, you can stand up in it, and you know it in the depths of your soul.
Psychological operation (PSYOP): n.
An operation to convey selected information and indicators to audiences to influence their emotions, motives, and objective reasoning, and ultimately the behavior of governments, organizations, groups, and individuals.
We are all under a large psychological operation that behavioral psychologists study and write about, it’s just that many aren’t aware of it and have bought into the operation, thus their consciousness and their awareness is suppressed.
They are below the veil of consciousness.
But you reading this are probably above the veil, sitting on the side of the shore watching your friends, parents or loved ones thrash about in the water, drowning in water that’s only 2 feet deep, that they could easily stand up in but they’ve been made to believe the water’s 30 feet deep and that they’re going to die.
You sit, bemused at them, because you can clearly see the bottom of the water and wonder why they just don’t stand up. They are in terror, and you can do nothing to help them.
You see, that’s what psychopaths do, they manipulate your view of reality to conform to their agendas. They can make vulnerable or wounded people believe they are Jesus Christ or that the end of the world is coming, or that people need to drink a special Kool Aid or kill others to save themselves. They can make people believe a cloth piece full of holes will help stop a virus whose parts are way smaller than those holes, that a virus somehow mutated from a bat into humans when exercises and simulations were being run on a scenario months before. The human brain runs very deep, and they know the corners and crevices to go into to manipulate it.
And luckily, you haven’t fallen for it. That water is only two feet deep, you can stand up in it, and you know it in the depths of your soul.
The reality is we live in a reality that many have bought into these illusions as NECESSARY to be in this reality, when they are not.
They are illusions, cartoons they put up to gather reactions. The system, these forces feed off of reactions, and the more panicked, the more negative, the better.
Just because your candidate lost, please don’t give into this negativity, this is how they get people to succumb, and your negative energy is what they feed off of.
This is still, all going according to their plan and it’s going to take people reserving this negative energy, holding space for it and consciously transmuting it to goodness and to bold hope to overcome.
They are illusions, cartoons they put up to gather reactions. The system, these forces feed off of reactions, and the more panicked, the more negative, the better.
Just because your candidate lost, please don’t give into this negativity, this is how they get people to succumb, and your negative energy is what they feed off of.
This is still, all going according to their plan and it’s going to take people reserving this negative energy, holding space for it and consciously transmuting it to goodness and to bold hope to overcome.
Repost and reworked from August 28, 2020.
Energetically you can transmute this energy in the collective that you may feel right now and you can alchemize it for the purpose of your growth and expansion.
Alchemize: verb. To cause to change or transform or make different
Where you feel triggered, look for a wound to heal through compassionate boundaries for yourself or others instead of reacting.
You can take a day to unclip, to go touch the earth, because that’s the frequency you were made for, not these chaotic ones around us.
You must understand that part of your work is to stay centered in the midst of chaos, and only you can do that .
We can learn to respond, to pause when someone is attacking us, recenter ourselves and then choose a response instead of a reaction.
You can work on your consciousness, on your awareness and healing your traumas. You can reach out to others to provide support to them, your voice and your presence, I don’t care how small or insignificant you think you may be, you are vital. If you think you’re not that’s a lie someone told you a long time ago because they saw no value in themselves, unpack that crap and heal it.
We can break our nasty generational pattens we’re becoming aware of, so that future generations don’t suffer like we may have. We can heal, and as we heal it gives us the ability to reach out more to others in community and help them.
You are here to have a human experience, and this is a painful one right now, for everyone, but it’s my belief, yes, that we chose to come to this planet at this time for an experience like this to bring us closer to that which we are part of-the God that created us. Pain can make us shut down and repeat or it can force us to expand and grow.
We can learn to send signals of safety to ourselves, we can learn to disconnect for a bit when we are too plugged into all of this, when it becomes too overwhelming for us.
But whatever we do, we can choose love over hate, we can choose evolution over repeating unconscious patterns and we can choose to always see the potential for light to enter even the darkest of corners in everyone.
Energetically you can transmute this energy in the collective that you may feel right now and you can alchemize it for the purpose of your growth and expansion.
Alchemize: verb. To cause to change or transform or make different
Where you feel triggered, look for a wound to heal through compassionate boundaries for yourself or others instead of reacting.
You can take a day to unclip, to go touch the earth, because that’s the frequency you were made for, not these chaotic ones around us.
You must understand that part of your work is to stay centered in the midst of chaos, and only you can do that .
We can learn to respond, to pause when someone is attacking us, recenter ourselves and then choose a response instead of a reaction.
You can work on your consciousness, on your awareness and healing your traumas. You can reach out to others to provide support to them, your voice and your presence, I don’t care how small or insignificant you think you may be, you are vital. If you think you’re not that’s a lie someone told you a long time ago because they saw no value in themselves, unpack that crap and heal it.
We can break our nasty generational pattens we’re becoming aware of, so that future generations don’t suffer like we may have. We can heal, and as we heal it gives us the ability to reach out more to others in community and help them.
You are here to have a human experience, and this is a painful one right now, for everyone, but it’s my belief, yes, that we chose to come to this planet at this time for an experience like this to bring us closer to that which we are part of-the God that created us. Pain can make us shut down and repeat or it can force us to expand and grow.
We can learn to send signals of safety to ourselves, we can learn to disconnect for a bit when we are too plugged into all of this, when it becomes too overwhelming for us.
But whatever we do, we can choose love over hate, we can choose evolution over repeating unconscious patterns and we can choose to always see the potential for light to enter even the darkest of corners in everyone.
Don’t take your eye off of the agenda they are running that threatens every single person regardless of race, religion, gender, political affiliation, age, creed, and belief and do not buy into the distraction or the negative energy around it.
It is legal for the American government to broadcast propaganda to its citizens.
Propaganda: n. the dissemination of information—facts, arguments, rumours, half-truths, or lies—to influence public opinion.
With the repeal of the Smith-Mundt act in 2012, it became legal for the US government to propagandize to its citizens with falsehoods or ideas supporting their agenda that had previously only been allowed to be heard in foreign or enemy territories. What that means is that it’s legal for our government to use the media to promote news biased towards an agenda. It does not have to be verifiable, it has to be able to be believed.
Think about that for a minute if this is news to you: you are not protected from false information, and it’s being pumped out to us to such a degree that some of us no longer have the ability to employ critical or independent thinking. Some of us believe that if the media says it, it must be true.
If they say the ¥Irus is deadly, it must be so. If they say Biden is elected, it must be so. If they say masks work, it must be so. If they say you should be scared, it must be so. If they say Bill Hates should be the resident guru for running the response, it must be so. If they say Fowchi is trustworthy, it must be so.
The bottom line is, REGARDLESS of where your opinion is on these issues, you are not protected from the virus of toxic, one sided information coming from media, and the media in its entirety is owned by people who have their own plans and agendas and use the power and influence of the media to influence vulnerable people.
Where could We the People be more vulnerable than waiting, many of us paralyzed and immobilized with fear, waiting for our government to tell us how to be and how they’re going to direct our lives.
If you’re in fear, then these people are preying on that fear, they’re using the media to pour kerosene on that fire, & it’s up to you to daily remove the tentacles of programming they keep trying to attach to you.
At this point I’d trust gas station sushi from a rural town in America in the heat of summer before I’d trust one thing the main stream media disseminates to us.
Propaganda: n. the dissemination of information—facts, arguments, rumours, half-truths, or lies—to influence public opinion.
With the repeal of the Smith-Mundt act in 2012, it became legal for the US government to propagandize to its citizens with falsehoods or ideas supporting their agenda that had previously only been allowed to be heard in foreign or enemy territories. What that means is that it’s legal for our government to use the media to promote news biased towards an agenda. It does not have to be verifiable, it has to be able to be believed.
Think about that for a minute if this is news to you: you are not protected from false information, and it’s being pumped out to us to such a degree that some of us no longer have the ability to employ critical or independent thinking. Some of us believe that if the media says it, it must be true.
If they say the ¥Irus is deadly, it must be so. If they say Biden is elected, it must be so. If they say masks work, it must be so. If they say you should be scared, it must be so. If they say Bill Hates should be the resident guru for running the response, it must be so. If they say Fowchi is trustworthy, it must be so.
The bottom line is, REGARDLESS of where your opinion is on these issues, you are not protected from the virus of toxic, one sided information coming from media, and the media in its entirety is owned by people who have their own plans and agendas and use the power and influence of the media to influence vulnerable people.
Where could We the People be more vulnerable than waiting, many of us paralyzed and immobilized with fear, waiting for our government to tell us how to be and how they’re going to direct our lives.
If you’re in fear, then these people are preying on that fear, they’re using the media to pour kerosene on that fire, & it’s up to you to daily remove the tentacles of programming they keep trying to attach to you.
At this point I’d trust gas station sushi from a rural town in America in the heat of summer before I’d trust one thing the main stream media disseminates to us.
Picture is a repost from @garret_kramer, who is brilliant and is able to pull in very vast and complicated concepts and reduce them down to elementary ones that are easy to comprehend regarding what’s happening in the world.
Conditioning is a simple form of learning involving the formation, strengthening, or weakening of an association between a stimulus and a response. We inherit our conditioning from systems all around us for the moment we enter the world: medical systems, family systems, education systems, religious systems, government systems, etc.
What if the systems themselves are lacking and limited in their mindset and their beliefs? What if they’re flawed? What if some of them have dark agendas? What if the systems don’t recognize the absolute power of the human potential and the mastery by which the human body is divinely created?
What if we rely too heavily on these systems?
What if some of the systems want to suppress our potential instead of help us to expand it?
The conditioning we’ve taken on is the portal out of this, the timeline we need to jump to create a new reality. Keep breaking it down, keep seeing it, observing it, keep peeling the tentacles of this reality off of you to form the one you want to be in.
The choice is ultimately yours. No system is going to do it for you.
Conditioning is a simple form of learning involving the formation, strengthening, or weakening of an association between a stimulus and a response. We inherit our conditioning from systems all around us for the moment we enter the world: medical systems, family systems, education systems, religious systems, government systems, etc.
What if the systems themselves are lacking and limited in their mindset and their beliefs? What if they’re flawed? What if some of them have dark agendas? What if the systems don’t recognize the absolute power of the human potential and the mastery by which the human body is divinely created?
What if we rely too heavily on these systems?
What if some of the systems want to suppress our potential instead of help us to expand it?
The conditioning we’ve taken on is the portal out of this, the timeline we need to jump to create a new reality. Keep breaking it down, keep seeing it, observing it, keep peeling the tentacles of this reality off of you to form the one you want to be in.
The choice is ultimately yours. No system is going to do it for you.