What would soothe your heart? ——— being liked by or being able to touch (hug, kiss, stroke, etc.) a beautiful girl, but while being receptive to emotions like i am in my dreams. Basically if stuff that happened in my dreams happened IRL. But tbh it soothes my heart (temporarily) even when it happens in dreams. Another thing that would soothe my heart would be existing in a better place than this god-forsaken world, somewhere with fun, security, etc. Another thing would be making it and being recognized something like, say, a well-known author. Or maybe just conquering life, being able to go out there and be social and be self-sufficient.