the way i would not survive the book from henry’s pov because it would be his inner monologue of being so in love with alex and it being okay that he doesn’t love him back mostly because he thinks it’s not possible but it’s alright because it means that for that few months at least he could get a taste of what it’s like to be free and himself ——— IM SICK TO MY STOMACH…his hopeless one sided pining for alex, wanting him but never able to fathom Having him 😔😔 him seeing tabloids of alex and nora and not even being able to feel jealous because to feel jealous is to feel as if he had a chance with alex in the first place..oh anon pookie we are really in it now