reading the latest installment with the knowledge of what will happen for fosw mnsng for ur past retro answers is so wow oof ouch yup your very clearly painting the picture. anyway i love all the ways you explore protection and debts and guilt and safety in fosw. especially flx’s (seeming?) lack of awareness of how much hyvnjn built himself around protecting flx ——— hehe thank you!!! yeah there’s still a LOT unresolved between hynlx. a lot of flx’s later teen years and early twenties are basically a fog to him, he internalised so much and still hasn’t come to terms with how much he missed! and how much hynjn’s own current psyche is centred around keeping lix safe