What are some of the ways in which you are actively trying to improve yourself rn? (could be a health/lifestyle thing, a technical skill, how you behave in your relationships, whatever the fr*ck. these are just examples) ——— It's probably just an excuse, but I feel like my hands are full with just trying not to fully die right now, even though I don't understand wHaT tHe pOiNt iS. I have a moderate case of Sad Girl House though, and I'm trying to get it back in order a little every day. I'm also trying to commit myself to doing one thing I actually enjoy every day instead of just coming home and thinking about all the things I have to do tomorrow that I don't enjoy, until I just fall asleep on the couch. Actually going to bed, like in my bed, is something else I should consider starting to think about doing every day in order to improve myself.