I think i might be a MAP. But, specifically speaking i want to be like a role model.. like a big sibling almost? But obviously more.. idk. I feel like being a MAP is immoral in someways? I dont hate other MAPs i just hate the idea of me being one. I want to have relationships, but idk how to meet others without seeming like a groomer, or coming off weird. Some of my followers are obviously AAMs but… im afraid id hurt someone unintentionally. ——— I know what you are talking about. I personality never hated on maps but when I found out I might also be one I felt a lot of hate towards myself. I also thought I could never deal with my urges in a healthy and harmless way. Take the time you need. Discover yourself. And don't define yourself because of the attraction(s) you have/might have.