I’m curious, what are the qualifications to be your crush? Mind to share it? Just in case… ——— Someone with integrity. Someone with high critical thinking and knows how to conclude informations they acquire correctly or not explain their raw assumptions. Someone who won’t give me silent treatment when we’re getting into argument. Someone who has clear and rational life visions about what they want to achieve in the next year, 5 years, 10 years, and so on. Someone with the same emotional maturity. Someone who is not easily controlled by their emotions. Someone who won’t insinuate me in public when we’re in quarrel. Someone who knows priority scale so they don’t waste time, money, and energy for something that is less important thus making the actual top priority is overlooked. Someone who is aware and well-informed about current issues. Someone who doesn’t take advantage of my selflessness. Someone who can take my criticism rationally as well as I’m open to be criticized by them. And what holds weight the most: someone who is kind not only to me and their closest ones, but also to people they meet on the streets because being kind to people who are kind to them already is not something I consider extraordinary. I’m willing to bleed myself dry for them, you can ask my close friends how devoted I was to my past lovers/crushes, so why would I settle for less which, in the end, will only make me regret wasting my time with them? Breakup sucks, but making me have to deal with commitment issues after parting ways is a sin I won’t forgive until my very last breath, and even God won’t bless them His mercy before I, me, my own self, sincerely pardon them in afterlife.