I got so high I saw Jesus

You are a death catalyst killing my soul and burning my heart till my body gives in or till I slit my own wrists,you're a fucking death catalyst.

When I do find her which I surely will.i will say to her this...I will tell her that I loved and still love her...I will tell her that whatever curve her body makes that I will lose myself in it.i will tell her that her touch and her eyes still save me from my demons.i will tell her to forgive herself and finally tell her self to let go of the miserable life that dragged her whenever she moves..
I will make her believe that everything I and the world offer..she deserves every single bit of it...I will tell her that her soul deserves it as a medicine to all the pain she caused it in expecting...in loving...in hoping...in everything she thought deserved and lost...In all the suffering that came with her existence I will tell her I will mend each stitch torn apart single handedly...I wont tell her to change suddenly instead I will chase her past and her future and write it cause depression and pain do deserve to be written about...and just the way you want it and wish your pain to be expressed like I will do just that...and I will finally tell you that all the love you should have got I hold that in my tiny finger..and I have more to give you...and the next time you ask yourself"where do I go when even my dreams dont lead me to calmness...peace....felicity...?"and turn your head to look for the answer...the destination for your swirling neck will be my face.......staring at you saying baby girl collapse into me🖤🖤

And at the end of the day what we need is someone to fight for us till we have the power to fight for ourselves.

But man you just got me thinking about what does to a 13 year old,a 13 year old kid who finds her big sister overdosed what that moment must do to somebody How it affects their ability to trust makes it hard for them to fall in love...thinking that at any moment the rug can be ripped out from under them and they lose everything🖤🖤🖤🖤

My depression will live with me through my days but in those rare moments I forget that I have embodied it...In those rare moments You Smile
-Yeab T🌕-

I write because I hurt. I write because I would rather not bleed.

They say you should smile more
Darling show your eyes more
Aren't you satisfied?

Let me go I don't need you to wipe my tears

Its the human nature to lie. Everybody lies. The only variable is about what.