I've got everything
A fancy shrink with a nice degree

Enough pills to calm the sea

These cuts in our wrists freaks everyone except us,the artists.

I look at it and I sometimes feel regret and most times they derive me to create more of them..they push me and to be honest most of the times I don't fight the urge...I just let it control me..."paint your body red,play with the strings of your veins,breathe the air of satisfaction" it says to me...I smile and inhale and for a moment it eases every pain even when it doesn't seem to...

"How frequently do you look in the mirror? Does your face please you? Are you disgusted to detect familial features? Do you worship or hate your ancestors? Do you consider your image erotic? Do you pretend that you are a star's child? If you squint, does your reflection become abstract? Is abstraction a transcendental escape from identity or a psychotic spasm of depersonalization?"

I fear if I start crying, I’ll never stop!

I fear if I start slitting,I'll never stop!

We all get really good at pretending the loneliness isn’t there. But then, something comes along to remind us.

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤Thankyou🖤🖤🖤🖤

The darkness,its crippling.

And then it happens that moment when your breath starts to slow and everytime you breathe you breath out all the oxygen you have. Everything stops.your heart.your lungs and finally your brain and everything you feel and wish and want to forget it all just sinks and then suddenly you give it air again,give it life again.
I'm just fucking exhausted.

It was like there was no more air left in the world and I was gasping and I was panicking.

And then overtime it's all I wanted those two seconds of nothingness.

The absolute worst part of depression is that even though you know you are depressed you are unable to stop yourself from getting worse.

Its like it's all there in my smiles and my tears.

And at the age of 16 she'll overdose,spend 4 days in a comma and you won't know if she will live or die but when she wakes up she will be given the opportunity to get clean. She'll become a different person,a better person. Here is the toughest part,nomatter what you say or do or wish,the decision will be all hers. And all you can do is hope that she gives herself the chance that she deserves.

The demons want me to play with them.

Someone once asked me "why do you always insist on taking the hard road?"
I replied "why do you assume I saw two roads? "