I want to know, would you????would you kiss my wrist and say what an art???say to me with smile and tear in your face"My God what have you crafted???"I want you to love me enough that I won't be so ashamed to show you the scar I won't even show my father...I hope you wont get scared with the words that come out of my mouth when I tell you I was lining a line with a blade for everytime a girl my age lined an eyeliner...lined her lips...I hope you don't run...I need to know that girls like me can be loved..that the world doesn't only offer breathtaking love stories for girls with painless pasts...I want to know there exists love for the cutters...for the smokers...for the ones who cry... for the ones who daydream about ending lives...I have to know if it is possible for one to love a dying soul🥀
-Yeab T🖤-

"Was someone there for you?"I asked.Hoping she says yes.I didn't like the idea of her battling this kind of horror alone.
She looked back at me."No.No one understood.Noone saw what I did.Noone lived through what I had.I would have talked to them.But there was no one to understand.keeping quiet is how I survived."
-cole🖤-

You have battled enough in silence

It's hard living in a society that shuns you for asking help.Do what is best for you

Anyone who wants to talk...I'm here.Always🧡🧡

It makes me sick that one day I have to force myself to forgive you or act like nothing ever happened...you make me sick

She wears pain like a diamonds

She's been through more hell than you'll ever know.
But that's what gives her beauty an edge.
You can't touch a woman who can wear pain
like the grandest of diamonds around her neck.
--Alfa
@numbjah🥀

You were the one love I didn't have to beg for and yet you are the love that made my knees full of bruise...

"Have you ever been afraid of yourself???"
"Yea.Like all the time"

Nothing kills a person like feeling worthless...

Mom: nawaye ቅድም ስልኬን balance ሞልቼ አሁን ሳየው ባዶ ነው

Me:

Sis: አይ mom ለቀባሪ ታረጃለሽ እንዴ 😗

Me: *still shutting ma mouth off*
@naughtiesonly

Hug me, I’m mentally tired.

A child cried painful tears for years.
The mother never noticed.
-Y-

Healing will never come easy.you have to know that

Many people go through terrible shit in some part of their life and when they come out of it somehow they tend to act like it was all a choice and for me because I have been there through both I hate that idea.I have felt extremely ecstatic and shit sad and knowing that had made me realize that despite how much we try leading a hopeful healthy lifestyle takes too much.so if by any chance I find myself finally getting out of this shit I am gonna try with all of me to help the ones still drowning in the dark but first I need to help myself.which brings me to another point.HOW DO WE HELP OURSELVES?Do we just forget bad times like they never happened?will we heal?will we forgive?Do we make peace with the past?we don't have a fucking clue of what to do.I guess that's why we can't get ourselves out of the dark because noone thought us where to begin.we need to learn how to let go of what makes us sick.For me at the moment asking help is my first step towards the path of healing.It took me self harm...near death experience...years and years of sadness...self doubt...self hate...too much self hate...waste of my childhood and teenage years...losing almost all of me...but for myself and mostly for the ones I love nomatter how weak i felt and still feel asking for help is the only choice .Nomatter what people would say or what my demons whisper through my ears about my choice I will feel a bit comfort in knowing that this time I chose for me.This time I chose to love and fight for me.
-Yeab T🌹-

Choosing you after all you went through isnot being selfish

You owe the fight to your heart.The heart you broke in expecting...in loving...in dying day after day.You owe it to you🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

I spread misery wherever I go because I feel nothing else.