"የማያሽር መድሀኒት ስቃይን ያብሳል"

አሳስቧችሁ አያውቅም?
If its really you talking or people?
If your thoughts are programmed today or so long in the past?
"ተቀበል" እየተባለ እንደሚያዜም አዝማሪ
የሰውን ሀሳብ በአንደበቱ እንደሚቀኝ
ትላንትናችሁ ለዛሬ ጥያቄ መልስ እየሰጠላችሁ እንደሆነ ተሰምቷችሁ ያውቃል?
አፍ እንደሌለው ሰው ፍርሃት አንደበታችሁ ሊሆን ታግሏችሁ ያውቃል?

"I didn’t know that the war was still inside you, that there was a war to begin with, that once it enters you it never leaves..."

Most days I search on what i posted a year ago on a specific day to look back at what I used to be like but more to see if I changed even a bit. If today isnot just a change in a date and that I actually moved in a way from where i used to be. Change in those days feels good. More when it has a lot to do with healing.

We can't go over it
We can't go under it
We're just gonna have to go through it
We're gonna have to go through it
Swish, swish, swish, swish
🎶🎶

Each breath I take I say
"I am alive still and isn't that more than what I am supposed to be"
-Desireè Dallagiacomo-

A piece of advice - Don't get attached!

(I know I am not entitled to give advice, and I hate doing so. But who cares? 😂)

Starting from an early age, I've had the chance to be with many individuals as friends and brothers. Only a few of them are still in my life, while the rest have moved on. I'm quite sure they barely remember me. I always find myself blaming myself for their departure and living in the nostalgia of our memories.

And now, probably in the middle of my life, I realized attachment is the source of most pains. All the little scratchs on the wall of my heart ቢኮዛቸው attachment ነው 😅 ብዙ የቅርቤ ያይደሉ ሰዎች ብዙ ነገር ሲሉኝ ወይ ሲያደርጉብኝ ልቤ ድንጋይ የሆነ ያህል ምንም ሳይሰማኝ ሲቀር፤ የቅርቤ ያልኳቸው ደግሞ ለእነርሱ እንኳን በማይታወቅ አኳኋን፣ ከምንም በሚቆጠር ድርጊታቸው ብዙ ቆስያለሁ። እና ዛሬ መለስ ብዬ ሳስባቸው የማልረሳቸው ክፉ ትዝታዎቼ ከመቀራረብ የመነጩ መስለው ይታዩኛል። መስታወትን ይበልጥ የሚሰብረው ከሩቅ ነው ከቅርብ የተወረወረ ድንጋይ?

People are beautiful and loveable. But they are people after all. They have much in their own plates. No matter how much you love them, how hard you try, and to what extent you want them to stay, ultimately they will go - in one or another way.

የሆነ የሔኖክ ግጥም አለ that touched my heart - "አንዳንድ ሰዎች ማለት ጥርጊያ መንገድ ናቸው እስከሰዎች ድረስ" የሚል። እውነት ነው! ቢመረንም ቢጥመንም በቃ አንዳንዶቻችን ወደሌሎች ሰዎች የምናደርስ መንገዶች ነን። መንገድ ደግሞ ከመንገደኛው በፍቅር መክነፍ የለበትም - መንገደኛው ሂያጅ ነውና! People come and people go. It's not because they are bad, it's just because that's how life functions and how the system is wired. If things ain't working, you gotta smile and move on - there are much in life!

እና ሰውን መውደድ፣ ለቀረቡን ሁሉ መልካም መሆን እንዳለ ሆኖ ከሰዎች ጋር ያለንን attachment መቀነስ ከብዙ ሕመም ይጠብቀናል። Eat, laugh, enjoy, talk, fight with them but there should be some boundary. ብንችል priority መስጠት ያለብን ለራሳችን ነው! የሆነ ቀን ብቻችንን ስንቀር ከሁለት ያጣ እንዳንሆን!

እና ይሄ ነገር ልጅ ሳለሁ ቢገባኝ ኖሮ ከብዙ ሕመም ባመለጥኩ ነበር! I have been through a lot and it's not worth it - believe me, it's not totally worth it!!

Have a good night!
❤

My heart aches for the adults I see around me.
Holding to their only hope that is God and doing their best to survive. Because you can see “I wish I could have been this but my time is up” written all over their wrinkles and slumped shoulders. Just sitting and admiring the success and wins of their friends, with a genuine heart even.

As much as I feel for them, it’s a painful truth that I don’t want to end my days like them.

በመከኑ ሕልሞች ፣ ሠርቷት ሙዚቀኛው
ምኞት ነው ቅኝቷ ፣ ሕይወቴ ባብዛኛው

Addiction is so gruesome. It feeds on your life however it desires. What is worse is watching it feed on the life of your loved ones and children and them suffering because of it.

"Stop trying to save everyone you touch,thats not the right way to love."

"መጠበቅ........ግማሽ ተስፋ ግማሽ ጥርጣሬ......የተዋሀደ መብሰክሰክ"

@Abuti_Engida

እቃን ደሞ ሲከፋፍሉት ፥ ቋሚና አላቂ እንደሚሉት ታውቃላችሁ? አላቂነቴን እፈራዋለሁ...

"በህብረት የብሶት መድረክ ልንከፍት ነው ወይ?" እንዳትሉኝ እንጂ this is your reminder that you got a friend in me. Whatever you want to talk about or if you wanna have a venting session with a stranger I am here. @Chesed_29