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My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery,always buzzing,humming,soaring,roaring,diving and then buried in mud.🥀
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You could ask a blind man what colour the sky is and he will confidently tell you its blue...not because he has seen it but because the world has always said it is....for me if you ask me about love and happiness I will tell you its joy...I will tell you it flourishes the soul....i will carefully structure words to make you believe that those tiny yet complex words..ya those two they delight....but all not because I felt them but because i had been well preached"God loves the ratched and is there with the lonely ones....he cares for the sinners."does he cares for the sinners tho?? Even those who want to end the life given to them....even those who cut.i wonder.cause all the love I see being given to the worshipers and the loved doesn't caress me...in the stretts lovers holding each other's hands filled with blemish......i see mothers who stay.parents who care for the body they crafted..siblings who care.....everything...all....each single piece of thing that screams love ...all of it around me..yet not within me....not beneath my scars....all which scraped off them and made them worse rather than healing them...
@wordsofpain
Forwarded from Wild (Hubeyb☁️)
The sparkle in your eyes removes the suffering of life.
- From Kafka's letters to Milena
I am like that cheese that becomes alone at the end of that nursery rhyme
@wordsofpain
You get to exhale now.you get to be more you .....
To ku17rib
I would rather be anywhere but here...here where you hear mumbles of the devil...its whispers telling you to hurt whatever you might be feeling ...where cults sing in joy here in the midst of all hatred it hurts and in all that...now for a moment your arms are good....I can rest in them .
-Straight out of the trash can-
@wordsofpain
Dark people always found it hard to get used to the light of happy people...you..the one reading this...I am talking about you.it had always been hard for you to listen to them shout"look at that light...you see that....catch it!!"..."cheer up a little bit"..."why the sad mood out of nowhere???"it has always been a struggle for souls like you to love and to be loved back...when in love a thought of finding comfort in another starts soothing your soul and by that revelation of your deepest secrets..you would trick your mind into thinking that your demons and their Angels can dance with eachother.. sit at the same table and laugh to eachother jokes.you would start to hallucinate...and beyond everything that happened to you,you tell yourself to let go a bit..."this one is different"you say to yourself...then they begin to see all your flaws and in those same eyes that saw all that you see them lossen their grip...watch them become afraid of what is more to come ...what more you are hiding ..BUT...What would happen if a broken girl met a broken boy???what would happen then???
@wordsofpain
What would happen if two haunted souls found eachother???In my wondrous imagination i believe that these would be rarely but aesthetically beautiful and believe me when i tell you it almost feels real cause I have drawn these in my mind every night while I struggle to sleep...I know their faces I painted them with the brush strokes of my insomniac mind.what would that be like??




And here what I fear most is if my mind was weak to believe and envision them drowning in eachothers darkness🖤🖤🖤
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በመንገዴ pinned «Dark people always found it hard to get used to the light of happy people...you..the one reading this...I am talking about you.it had always been hard for you to listen to them shout"look at that light...you see that....catch it!!"..."cheer up a little bit"..."why…»
በመንገዴ pinned «What would happen if two haunted souls found eachother???In my wondrous imagination i believe that these would be rarely but aesthetically beautiful and believe me when i tell you it almost feels real cause I have drawn these in my mind every night while I…»
Some days I want to
Love
jump off cliffs
Scream ontop of my lungs
and LIVE
BUT some days
I wake up and I dont wanna be a Human
@wordsofpain
This pain is my never ending romance
Even when everyone walks away
I sleep peacefully at night
Knowing that tomorrow when I wake up it will be lying beside me
-Yeab T🖤-
There is one thing that everyone should know.Things work differently for different people.some people could be perfectly comfortable in their silence.They could be happy with not talking about their stories or sharing their pain.Silence is their form of healing.but it doesn't mean that everyone must be silent.If you think you need help,SPEAK!......SEEK HELP!Don't be afraid to share your story...your story could be the key that breaks off someone else's chain.your words can be your way of healing.words saved me I hope it can do that for you too.



Listen to your pain ask what it wants from you...choose whether you can fight it alone or not and whatever you choose remember that this time you chose for you...you are willing to fight for you
-Yeab T🥀-
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The moment you realize that you have fought enough for people who won't fight for you
The moment you realize your worth
The moment you know that you have wondered through the dark enough for so long
The moment you accept the fact that there is no one coming to put your broken pieces together
and
that it has always been YOU for YOU
AT that exact moment
you will BREATH for the FIRST time and
you will HEAL once and for all


-Yeab T🥀-
በመንገዴ pinned «I was on a road today and I saw places and people and I felt bad for them.These people that I have seen and places I wandered through were in the middle of nowhere and I felt bad because I thought they would never get to see what I have seen..these buildings…»
በመንገዴ pinned «I wanted to forgive you so much that in the process of wanting to forgive you I hated God.In the process of wanting to let go of the hurt I hated myself,I cut myself to direct all my hatred towards you back to myself,I stopped coming across you because I would…»
This is the literal explanation of how few words can say it all👇🖤🖤
Forwarded from Ebne_Hakim (Ebne Hakim)
Every one is a preacher of God us being alive is enough words for the existence of the almighty but just as comets killed dinosaurs the doubt kills our faith but to believe so happens to be part of our basic needs
Forwarded from Ebne_Hakim (Ebne Hakim)
My dear if love had a face it would look something like you but am no one to justify the truth while it’s subjective to all
With me you smile and life would feel so alive it self but then again you know how to be happy cause you had a sad life

I’ll be the coffin of your melancholy i will share your scars for life till they disown me of my mind Cause your only rare with
A pretty and broken soul can’t help it but make you so wild

Ebne_hakim