I don’t know who to be if this darkness ever goes away.

Growing up in a defective household makes you bear a weight your entire life. It bends you in a way that each relationship you make is a witness of what happened. Each friend and lover is forced to exist in your trauma-tinged way of living.

It is a struggle to not know whether to go easy on your poor self or become angry that you just cannot be like others.

Do you also feel this loneliness? Is it hard? Do you also feel as if you don't belong-----anywhere?
Are you the black sheep of the family-"that friend"-the "I don't wanna talk about him/her" lover----Are you paying a debt your parents and their parents accmulated? What does it feel like to be you?
-Yeab T

ልባችሁ እንዴት ነው?

Ask yourself this question till you recognize that bit discomfort in you and address it. Be a little gentle with your heart today!

Well...

09|07|15


“የትኛውንም አይነት ችግር ላለመጋፈጥ፥ የማልሆነው ነገር የለም። ጉልበት ባለኝ ጊዜ፥ እሮጣለሁ። በደከምኩ ጊዜ፥ ጥፍሬ ውስጥ እደበቃለሁ። ነገር ግን ደስ ብሎኝ አያውቅም። የሆነ ማነስ እንደተሰማኝ ነው። ቢሆንም አንዳንድ ቀን፥ እንደዛሬው ባለ ቀን፥ ድፍ..ር ብዬ! አንድ ሁለት ችግሮቼን ሳቃልል የሚሰማኝ ድል አድራጊነት፥ ወደር የለውም። ለመሸለል ይቃጣኛል። የማላውቀውን ዜማ፥ በፉጨት አተራምሰዋለሁ።” አላት።

“ዛሬ ምን አደረክ?” አለችው።

“ኦ... ዛሬ ልብስ አጠብኩ። አልጋዬን አነጠፍኩ!”

ለጆሮ የሚጣፍጡ ቃሎች spoken by the mouth of bitter hearts. And somehow as a society we are attracted to those polished words than the truth. Empty friendship and empty relationships....everyone just trying to get by. It sure does become exhausting to become part of!

Let go.

Fills my soul🖤....the question is just🤌🏽🤌🏽🤌🏽

Pure Kindness.

Yearn.

በእውነት! Listen to your gut feelings.

All the negative thoughts ከነምናምኑ ሳይሆን you’ll know which one is sound or not if you sit through it well.

It’s there for a reason.

Cannot emphasize this enough.

Where to buy one of these?