Something for your heart.

I still haven't figured out if it is a blessing or a curse to feel my emotions storming throughout my body....damaging every bits of me it could find.

You know how the people you love in the need to protect and care for you say things that just ends up breaking your heart. You can't be mad at them becuase they don't know any better and they just want you to be better and they want it fast.

Make sure to be there for you. In the constant need of wanting others to fill the spaces in us and love us in ways we desire we forget we too are part of that calculation. That love was all along meant to start from within first as to not blind everything around it.

There is so much of pain that exists with existence. So many untold stories behind real eyes that speak. So many tear tinted pages writting the stories of so many heartbreaks....so much love we werenot loved as a child. So much acceptance we didnt get from the ones that matter that we now carefully throw onto careless hearts with nothing to offer. So much of የተቀየጠ የተበረዘ version of love we have to compromise with so as to make an untangible thing called love-tangible. So many streets we havent yet come to pass in search of the feeling of belongingness. So many tribes we haven't yet been part of. So many kisses we never had from our mother. So many features in our dad's face we didnt get to pinpoint. So much of የተቃጠለ ልጅነት....so much of የተቃጠለ ወጣትነት....so much of የተረሱ ልቦች....የተዘነጉ ገላዎች....ማቀፍ የናፈቁ ክንዶች....so much of አስታዋሽ ያጡ የትናንት ቁስሎች
-Yeab T

I think to some point some kinds of disappointments we have have their own touch when it comes to the people we laid so much of our parts vulnerably for. That pain has የራሱ የሆኑ ጭማሪዎች ከጀርባው....የነገን እኛነት ከዛሬ የሚነጥቅ

Incase a reminder was needed...

This felt so peaceful🖤

Just remember in the constant disappointment of wanting people that you gave your heart to to take care of it but failed to....you yourself...የራሳችሁ ልብ ተሸካሚዎች are more responsible than you could ever imagine. Sit. Look deep within to see what you have come to neglect it. You might be on the top of the list of all the people that betrayed it.

If we could crumple my whole life into a thought....well part of it ofcourse

And maybe you did too.🖤

Because there is also this overflowing beauty you need to see.🖤

When given a chance take are of a heart. Take care of it for all the pieces it gave you respectfully. The same way you wish one would take care of yours.