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Tiktok out to get me Zare😭🖤
After waking up multiple times through the night with physical pain and my brain feeling like it carried the world's heaviness finally decided to go out and sit outside. The morning looks so beautiful . If it wasn't for my android it would have had great photos. Sitting here now i am realizing that our body is also one witness on everything that goes on in our brain. These days i am feeling እንደውም that it carries more. So much of our experiences and so much of what we have passed is stored in every bits of it. Just like a Gout attack eating away at your joints. The feeling of uneasiness,as if there is no tommorow. This has to be the fastest rollercoaster.
If I end up waking up tommorow, i should have an apology letter prepared filled with kind words asking for forgiveness.🖤
-Yeab
If I end up waking up tommorow, i should have an apology letter prepared filled with kind words asking for forgiveness.🖤
-Yeab
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The warmth being part of the human experience that just fills your heart🖤
"ልብሽ እንዴት ነው?"አልኳት...ለመጠየቅ ብዙ ካንገራገርኩ በኋላ
"ልብ ብእር ቢሰጠው ምን ያህል እንደሚፅፍ አስበሽ ታቂያለሽ?"አለችኝ በዝምታ ተመለከትኳት ዘመናትን ዘመናት ይፅፋል
እኔ አልረዳውም ዝም ብሎ ይደማል
"ልብ ብእር ቢሰጠው ምን ያህል እንደሚፅፍ አስበሽ ታቂያለሽ?"አለችኝ በዝምታ ተመለከትኳት ዘመናትን ዘመናት ይፅፋል
እኔ አልረዳውም ዝም ብሎ ይደማል
ግራ ገብቶአችሁ ያውቃል? ግራ መጋባታችሁ ግራ ገብቶአችሁስ? የሰው ልጅ መሆናችሁን እስክትጠራጠሩ ድረስ ስሜት ከላያችሁ ርቆ? ረፍት የሌለው እንቅልፍ....እርካታ የሌለው...ቀናቶች ቀናቶችን እየገደሉ ወራት አለፍ ፤ ያለማቋረጥ የሚጮህ መድሀኒት አዋቂ ያጣ ቁስል በውስጤ ይሰማኛል።በሰው ጬኸት ብከልለው ይሻላል ብዬ ራሴን ጥቅም በሌለው ሁካታ ውስጥ ከለልኩ...የማላውቃትን እኔን እስክሆን ድረስ ራሴን በከልኩት ቀስበቀስ የምትኖርባቸውን principlኦች bend ማድረግ የማይከብዳትን አይነት እስክሆን ድረስ። የውጬ ከሆነ ብዬ ራሴን አራቅኩ...በዝምታ ውስጥ...አንዱ ሲዘጋ ሌላው እንደሚጮህ ግን አላወቅኩም...ለካ የውጬን ሁካታ የተመኙት የውስጤ ጩኸቶች ናቸው። ቀንበቀን አንድ አይነት የሆነው ይሄ ህይወቴ ትንፋሼን የሚነጥቀኝ እስኪመስለኝ ድረስ...መተረት የደከመውን ልቤን ለመደገፍ ቁና ቁና መተንፈስ ሳንባዬም ደከመው....እጆች ቢዘረጉ ህመሙን የሚጋሩ ደጋፊዎች ከየት ይመጣሉ..ዝምብሎ መመልከት ነው..አንዱ ጬኸት አንዱን እስኪያጠፋው ድረስ......
-yeab
-yeab
"I hope that someday when i am gone,someone somewhere picks up my soul off these pages and thinks 'I would have loved her.'"
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I guess for most days it will just be like this. I won't know how or why but my soul bleeds and there is this sadness I cannot control.
When i wrote a weekly vent to my sister i said to her "I am also learning to give myself a break when it needs it and when its in pain but i don't know if that is the right thing to do..."
As if resting and taking care of my body for carrying me through the day holding my hands through it was laziness or just "not the right thing to do." I came here to tell you its ok if all you did today was rest or listened to your human needs within you. Your worth and comfort don't come at the cost of how much you achieve.
,Love you🖤
-Yeab
As if resting and taking care of my body for carrying me through the day holding my hands through it was laziness or just "not the right thing to do." I came here to tell you its ok if all you did today was rest or listened to your human needs within you. Your worth and comfort don't come at the cost of how much you achieve.
,Love you🖤
-Yeab