I am at the point where I don't control anything.I lay in bed at night with a slight hope that I will wake up tomorrow and feel less tired...less of a burden...more of a normal human being where everything I do is me getting on with my day not me out running my anxiety.I want to wake up and not feel like I am fighting a battle which can take my breath from if it ever is willing.For once I want to be in control over my darkness and say to its face "you no longer have a power over me" ...I want to say it without fearing what it could do to me if it ever notices I am trying to fight it over the control of my mind...over my body....over my soul.i am just tired of feeling exhausted.I am tired of always having to hold a flicker of light as a purpose to go on with life...I am just fucking exhausted.
-Yeab T🥀-

You should come over and do some"we shouldn't be doing this" kinda things with me

Any of you ever had a low key bully friend?It had been long since I actually realized it...she would tell me I laugh in a not appealing way so I started covering my mouth.Every time I tried to stand up for myself she would try to belittle me and make me sick for standing up for myself..she even made me think I look bad in photos which made me not make memories with my friends....you would ask what the fuck is this bitch talking about?but what I want to say is that if you ever feel like you are settling for this stupid MFs who make you believe that you are less than what you are cut those assholes out of your life.cause the more you wait the more they will walk all over you and the more you will bury yourself and settle for less than you deserve even in a boyfriend...it would eventually make you believe that you being treated like a shit while you are in a relationship is what you deserve...so do yourself a favour...fuck then bitches and their disgusting personality...YOU DESERVE MORE...

Something for the night🖤🖤🖤🖤

6388 is a free call line.
I can only imagine how hard it could be but u can use this to report and seek consultation on issues regarding gender-based violence
Tg do ur thing and spread the word❤️❤️

Apologies for the long post, I really loved the show and the message it gave out. I recommend you should give it a try too, link is below.

https://youtu.be/USfoQp_Py4I

"If I could rest a warrior's rest, I would like to leave everything I carry with me until this moment and cry, to cry all the sadness slowly rotting in my Lord, I ask you to guide me with your light, which saves me from getting lost from choosing what is good for me, Inspired by the insight that leads me to realize your messages wherever they are I wish I was fair with myself .. To give them their right enough from sadness, from depression, from crying, from screaming, from reassurance. Just as I am with my friends, at least I wish if I could break up the misery From my soul, to heal my wounds by crying over her, to stop beside the things that I ran for, to lend every misery to his right, and to speak, Lord .. I do not ask you to get me out of this war at this moment, I ask you to make me victorious victorious whenever you come The days to the end, I ask you to give me strength, the strength that is sufficient to face all this devastation that rages on me from all sides.

When you were sending me "Good morning dear" I did not care, when you were sending me "Chop onions now" I used to say, and what do I care about onions? When you were sending me “I braided my hair two braids” I used to say “You are ridiculous” When you send to me “I talk to our neighbor Fatima about her problems with her husband Saeed” I used to say what I like to do with your neighbor’s trivial life? Now that you are gone, I am still looking at the letters of my letters, looking for the details of your day, feeling confused about your hair, braiding it or letting it drop over your shoulders. I would like to know when I woke up and what are you doing now. Your details, which I have always used to belittle, are making light of me now and making me a fool.