Ain't nobody gonna believe you are hurting till you fucking get rushed to a hospital after trying to kill yourself or lie in a hospital bed.......

For all of you who fight yourself on commiting suicide just for the sake of the ones you love....I see you and you deserve an appreciation for choosing your suffering more than your loved ones...I love y'all that are battling with darkness...whether you are silent about your pain or you have spoken about it you are still a warrior...for the ones who have shared your pain I want to say it is brave of you for actually believing that people would understand you and for the ones who haven't spoken about it I hope a day comes for you when you speak about it...remember it is so hard to live in a society where you get shunned for having feelings or for dealing with fuckin mental illness...whether you come out about it or you stay silent try to heal you...try to be there for you...feel whatever you need to feel...never hide from the pain
-Yeab T🥀-

She dreamt of a love that was really something not just the idea of something

Tame my heart to happiness....and peace
...too much time .....almost all its life....all the times it drowned in blood I tamed it to pain...so that when it sees you it drowns happily
-Yeab T 🥀-

When I do find her which I surely will.i will say to her this...I will tell her that I loved and still love her...I will tell her that whatever curve her body makes that I will lose myself in it.i will tell her that her touch and her eyes still save me from my demons.i will tell her to forgive herself and finally tell her self to let go of the miserable life that dragged her whenever she moves..
I will make her believe that everything I and the world offer..she deserves every single bit of it...I will tell her that her soul deserves it as a medicine to all the pain she caused it in expecting...in loving...in hoping...in everything she thought deserved and lost...In all the suffering that came with her existence I will tell her I will mend each stitch torn apart single handedly...I wont tell her to change suddenly instead I will chase her past and her future and write it cause depression and pain do deserve to be written about...and just the way you want it and wish your pain to be expressed like I will do just that...and I will finally tell you that all the love you should have got I hold that in my tiny finger..and I have more to give you...and the next time you ask yourself"where do I go when even my dreams dont lead me to calmness...peace....felicity...?"and turn your head to look for the answer...the destination for your swirling neck will be my face.......staring at you saying baby girl collapse into me🖤🖤

Here👆is a piece of my writing hope you like it.....🖤🖤🖤

I can see what not being love results in.i can see what being deprived of is like when I look at you in the mirror....and I stare deeply into your eyes
-Yeab T 🥀-

Watch "rue bennett | i'm so fucking exhausted" on YouTube
https://youtu.be/mdftcyPzxYE

There is a huge chance of me puking the next time I say I am ok....like literally puke

Ain't nobody gonna hurt me like me bitch

I laugh at people when they say am coming to get you like they could do any damage please....i am my worst enemy

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I dont know what is the most courageous thing I did in my life...I dont know which it is...To accept whatever it is my demons told me to do or to fight them...I dont know where this journey will lead me...even If I end up coming back to the pain I am going to be proud of myself because I tried.....
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