She sits alone in silence and every breath she takes is intimate. It's like the mind making love with the heart

In love with this👆👆👆🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

So you guys I walk fast like hella fast and I always thought that shit was a superpower an then I saw this fuckin post that says people who walk fast are unhappy.....what the fuck...now my walking is also abnormal....I am done with this shit...nope

We all have people who hurt us.For me it's my mom..for you it maybe your dad..your siblings...your lover..your friend...and to tell you the truth i dont fuckin know how we will heal from it...maybe it will be as easy as waking up on a fucking Wednesday morning and deciding to forget it all or maybe ....maybe we will have to carry it all our lives and watch it silently as it scars all our experiences....I dont know what will happen...but I know this... whether our ending is forgetting or clinging to the hurt...I know that eventually no matter how much it deteriorates our soul....after times we will learn how to deal with it and be ok with it all....
-Yeab T🥀-

Y'all this is a recording of my new poem called "I CAN'T BREATHE"...listen to it and leave me your thoughts @YeabT29

"WE ONLY KILL BLACK PEOPLE" .....what in the actual fuckkkkkkk😡😡😡😡😡😡

Yoo this is crazy 😳

Slitting my wrist was one way of showing myself I have control over the darkness.Even though It never helped me I tricked my mind into thinking that I was doing something about the pain...It was the most disgusting thing I ever did to myself.....i was almost 3 weeks clean from doing it but I cant lie I tried to do it one time but I went half way and stopped ....but after 3 weeks i did it again...because I felt tired of not being able to control my emotions and for once i wanted to be in control...I still salivate when I see a sharper blade or a new one...even when I am doing fine...but I fight it...That is my story
-Yeab T🥀-

Anonymous stories you wanna share...feel free to contact me.....🖤🖤🖤

Have you ever been so good at hiding your disease to the point you even doubted yourself??I did that so many times it became more hard for me to deal with my pain...cause what is more greater pain than denial of the pain...I never asked my families for help because I could hide it so good..I was perfect at hiding behind my humours and my conversations and not socializing or even socializing ..oh don't even start me about the fake smiles....I was perfect at it...I couldnt blame people for not seeing it in me...I can't blame anyone except me...moments after I cry my eyes out people would ask me "how are you?" To start a convo or because they wanted to know how I was actually doing but I put a show into tricking them that I was actually fine that's why it became so important for me to ask people how they are doing repeatedly after they told me they were fine...it got to the point where some even considered me as I actually was in love with them or I was flirting with them or smtn...Everything I do for others is everything noone could do for me
-Yeab T🥀-

AM I EVEN READY TO LET GO OF WHAT MAKES ME SICK?????
I dont know but I hope that eventually I will be capable of it

How the fuck did I end up feeling guilty for asking help?

This society made us believe mental illness is a fucking choice and that we should fight it or get rid of it on our own....

Ain't nobody gonna believe you are hurting till you fucking get rushed to a hospital after trying to kill yourself or lie in a hospital bed.......

For all of you who fight yourself on commiting suicide just for the sake of the ones you love....I see you and you deserve an appreciation for choosing your suffering more than your loved ones...I love y'all that are battling with darkness...whether you are silent about your pain or you have spoken about it you are still a warrior...for the ones who have shared your pain I want to say it is brave of you for actually believing that people would understand you and for the ones who haven't spoken about it I hope a day comes for you when you speak about it...remember it is so hard to live in a society where you get shunned for having feelings or for dealing with fuckin mental illness...whether you come out about it or you stay silent try to heal you...try to be there for you...feel whatever you need to feel...never hide from the pain
-Yeab T🥀-

She dreamt of a love that was really something not just the idea of something

Tame my heart to happiness....and peace
...too much time .....almost all its life....all the times it drowned in blood I tamed it to pain...so that when it sees you it drowns happily
-Yeab T 🥀-