Daddy doesn't deserve a disappointment.....daddy can't have an ill child💔💔

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How come we are both comfortable and miserable when it comes to being alone???

Just tireddddddddddddddddddddd

I get stuck on a thought...like choking😫😫😫

Silence is one of the language we speak.

I have tried to try to let go of this darkness...I have tried so fucking hard to try to conceal it in a way not only invisible to others but to me...I guess it kind of was easy for me to not deal with it...to not even get a glimpse of it as it glared at me and put its hands on my neck...I tried so fuckin hard to not notice the marks on my neck...but then I got sick of trying and then I listened to whatever it shouted to my ears however displeasing it could be...I saw it crippling me and I looked away like I didnt see anything...we held eachothers hand like lovers...It touched each edge of my body and one day I woke up next to it and I wasnt even scared anymore...It had already silenced me...when it forced itself on me I didn't bother to push it off...Depression isn't my only companion now...Stockholm syndrome lingers over my body too...based on how I love the pain now...seeing how I lay in bed with both chaos and calmness next to my abuser....
-Yeab T🥀-

it was long long ago
i was tied up so I wont go
with no freedom inside a cell
hoplessly in my little hell
as time go by...i become tired of the ' SLAVE' logo
and finally decided to let it go
To give up everything i built for ages
I stood up on the end of the edge
little did i know it was the fear that was my cage.
By~ Li Du

Where does rest lie???????

Will this ever end??

How long must I live in denial?

How long must I suffer in silence?

How long must I feel different?



How long must I be stranded away from society??????

Will I ever take a glimpse of what life is like without all this darkness??

Too much to say yet Lana manages to say it all👇🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤