I wonder if I'll ever be someone's heartbreaker...I wonder if someone would ever love this no good of a human...I wonder 🖤🖤

What if I had let go?what if I listened to the voices in my head when they incessantly asked me to give them rest for once?would I have scrapped off my scars and transferred them for the ones I love?would my resurrection bring pain to the ones I offered my heart too by that brought pain to me again?whatever I choose death or life i am destined to the pain,arent I?
-Yeab T🥀-

Its crippling....This pain......🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

I woke up today and decided to do a yoga to free my mind...and then I found out something...when the yoga instructor(in the YouTube video) said "focus on now and let go of all your thoughts " my dramatic mind decided to play all the bad times in repeat(That time I cut,that time I cried my fuckin' eyes out,that time I stared in the dark for no absolute reason,that time I waited more than an hour staring at a fuckin empty space so as to sleep....all of them came shuffling like "I'M HERE BITCH") which made me realise that yoga ain't for people like me cause I did like 5 minutes of it and then ended up crying...after that I just laid in bed listening to extremely depressing songs contemplating on why i am the way I am......trying to be ok is beating the sad bitch out of me and it is succeeding every time🥀🥀🥀

ιт'ѕ paιnғυl тo ѕay goodвye тo ѕoмeone yoυ don'т wanт тo leт go, вυт мore paιnғυl тo aѕĸ ѕoмeone тo ѕтay wнen yoυ ĸnow тнey wanт тo leave.

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I can't make you hide from the pain.I brought all that upon you the least I can do is let you feel it....I owe you that
-me to myslef🥀-

Watch "Halo - Beyoncé (Cover By: Davina Michelle)" on YouTube
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Good morning to those who feel lost and did not find who
Good morning contains it for every single person who wrestles with this world with his power, and for everyone who does not find someone telling him that his smile is life.

Eid Mubarak 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙❤️❤️❤️